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[weallfalldown]

You know, I'm really glad you're waiting a few months before you get me into the dating scene because I gotta say, as I am now? I'm not up for it.

Sure, I'll wink and smile and play it up, but that's just me. It doesn't mean too much, it's the usual flirty ole me, you know? If I don't, it'd be obvious, and I don't need Angeal asking me if I'm okay all the time. He's got enough to deal with. But the longer I'm there, the longer I think about it and the more you learn director? I think it's becoming more clear that I'm not ready for that. Every time I even think about her, there is always that question of why didn't I call her? Sure, I was on the run, but hell, I already knew the Turks were on my trail. It wouldn't have hurt me much. Just one little phone call. Cissnei was on my side...I could have...I should have.

I know I shouldn't sit around, crying over all those past mistakes. That's not like me, but damn is it hard not to. I got over some of it, but this seems to be the hardest. Or one of them.

Just, promise me I won't go on the network talking about her like that. It's not that I'm embarrassed...just, ashamed. I made her my goal when I should have made her first priority instead. And I have this sinking feeling that I'm never going to get over it. Maybe, come December or January...if she doesn't show up?

I can take his hand and we can walk that road to recovery together. Maybe.

Comments

Ohhh I love playing him off an Aerith. He gets so silly.

[weallfalldown]

Well fine, if you want to nit-pick everything. I think my face is beautiful just the way it is. [He's going to try his best not to laugh as he lets go of her hair and takes a little step back, putting a hand to his chin and Hmming aloud for effect.]

Well, let's see here. Those green eyes are pretty stunning. But then again, you could probably beat Sephiroth out for a shampoo commercial.

See your icon for her reaction, because that is beautifully appropriate

[exaeris]

[Giggles and shoves at his shoulder for that.] A shampoo commercial, really? Though I suppose that I should feel honored that you think I can go up against those fantastically flowing locks.

one of my favorite icons for a reason xD

[weallfalldown]

Don't tell him I said that, I like to pseudo-live a little longer. [He let's her shove him, moving back in place before he gives her one more good look over.]

But if you would rather, the cutest thing pushing a cart down the streets of the slums I have ever seen.

[exaeris]

Oh, and just how many cute things have you been looking at in the slums, hm? [Arches an eyebrow, grinning teasingly at him.] Should I be worried?

[weallfalldown]

Just the one, but damn was she cute.

[exaeris]

Well, I'll just have you know that there's a particularly handsome SOLDIER that I happen to have been eying as well, so you might not want to let your eye go wandering to anyone else!

[weallfalldown]

Oh, I'll be sure to keep my eyes where they belong. On my cute little flower wagon girl.

[exaeris]

Good to hear! [Grins, then tilts her head thoughtfully before giving him an admonishing look, pointing at him.] Or, which was the whole point of this conversation, if your cute little flower wagon girl doesn't show up, you might want to look around again so that your cute little flower wagon girl doesn't get sad thinking about you being all mopey.

[Look! Back on topic! She's sneaky like that.]

[weallfalldown]

[Oh damn. How do you do that Aerith?

He thinks you cheat sometimes.] Yes, Ma'am! Gotta look my best for her.

[exaeris]

[Are you kidding? She cheats all the time. Pretty shamelessly, too.]

That's the attitude!

[And then she's stepping right up close into Zack's personal space, reaching up to put her hands on his cheeks, staring up into his eyes. It's mysterious and enigmatic Cetra time!]

No one will ever blame you for finding happiness. If an Aerith ever tries to, then she's not very nice and you should point me at her. [A firm nod, and then her gaze softens.] And you did call me, you know. Every minute of every hour of every day. Right here. [She taps his chest over his heart, and then taps hers as well.] And I did hear you.

[weallfalldown]

[OH NO! He's been disillusioned forever! Why would you do th- okay, he knew. But. He's just being nice and not mentioning it.

The closeness he likes though, not minding the different atmosphere and he lets himself close his eyes, leaning into the touch.] I dunno. Even if she does blame me, I'd be worried for her safety. Unless there is some wrestling involved. I might not be able to keep my mouth shut.

[But then she's being serious, and cute and he stops with the jokes and just listens, which is very rare, but possible, and he smiles, pulling her close for a hug again.] My heart-phone's got your number on speed dial.

*makes a wounded noise at that last line*

[exaeris]

[She does have a reputation as a sweet and innocent angel to maintain, so she's always thankful when no one punctures the illusion. It makes it more fun when people play along.

Also, no naked mudwrestling Aeriths for you. Well, maybe. There'd have to be bribes.

But she's still being serious here, so she's not going to mention that part yet.]

That's right. Around the Planet, through the Lifestream, across life and death itself, no matter what. Speed-dial. So now you don't have an excuse to angst about not calling me, or about being happy. You hear me?

c: Zack is the sweetest.

[weallfalldown]

[Hey, he's only human and he knew you had a price, Aerith. Maybe one of these days he can see some of that mudwrestling action. Except he is totally not going to ask for it because hot damn would that be as embarrassing as it would be awesome to see.]

Yes ma'am. No excuses. Except, you know, being human. I'll try and keep it memorized though. Just, have to get that down on my mental note pad, sweet heart.

He really is, too. Also, I might need to steal some of your icons. >.>

[exaeris]

I suppose that'll have to do for now. [She's got a fond, indulgent tone going now, and then she taps his chest again.] And if you ever forget, you've still got that heart-phone to remind you!

Go ahead xD I didn't do much to edit the ones I actually did make, which isn't a lot.

[weallfalldown]

My heart-phone. Got it.

[He grins and catches her hand, holding it close to his chest, above his heart.] So, is this heart phone just one way? Or can you send me little messages too? Cause I kinda like the sound of that.

[exaeris]

I always do, you know. You just have to figure out how to check your answering machine. [Grins and winks at him, and then leans in to press her ear next to her hand.] Hmm. Yep, it sounds like you're getting pretty full, there.

[weallfalldown]

[There is just something so cute an innocent about Aerith that gets him every time.]

Answering machines. Like VCR's, damn near impossible to set up, right?

[exaeris]

But if you've got the right skills, you can figure it out! Hmm, let's see... [Frowns at his chest doing her best to look like a Serious Professional.

Then she's perking up with a little sound of triumph.] I think I've figured out the problem! You've got a blockage here, caused by too much guilt!

[weallfalldown]

That's a work in progress, it'll get fixed sometime, but the jury is out on the exact date.

[exaeris]

But sooner is always better than later, right? [Aaaaaand she's back to looking mysterious and all-knowing, though there's definitely mischief there, too.]

[weallfalldown]

That is true. [He smiles, just a little and puts a hand on his hip.]

Man are you just full of these little sayings, aren't you?

[exaeris]

I'm a Cetra - I think giving wise advice is part of the job description. At least I'm not like the Chocobo Sage!

[weallfalldown]

[What's a Chocobo sage, sweet heart? He has no clue.]

Well, if you're sure. I'm thinking you should get into the fortune cookie business though. You'd make a killing in profits.

[exaeris]

[Right, right, time differences. She always forgets that part. Well, not always.]

I think I'd be too tempted to write, "Help, help, I'm trapped in a Wutai fortune cookie factory."

[weallfalldown]

[Excuse him as he just bursts out laughing, shaking his head.]

One in every hundred maybe. You could call them Cetra cookies.

"We're Ancient, but we're still delicious". How's that sound.