dear_mun | Entries tagged with canon: repo! the genetic opera

Look, I ain't saying that getting back into the whole roleplay thing is a bad thing. Especially since you picked me as your first person to start off with which is very flattering, I will say.

But do you have to call me 'scuzzy' is your application? Jesus. Why not phrase it a little bit more flattering, like 'street-hardened' or 'man of the streets'? Fuck, even 'gutterpunk' has a little better edge to it.

aflyinajar

I don't think you have to rhyme, to make things sound like a song. That's what I might have heard, not so long ago. There's things like tone and pitch and the way the words go -- at least, I'm starting to think so.

I don't know where we're going, or where to go from here, but there's got to be places, bigger than this, waiting somewhere out there. No time for hesitating, or room for second guessing, one step forward and then another, don't look back toward where we've been.

graaaaves

You knew it would happen. You always had a liking for rotten worlds and dumpster rats.

So what's on the agenda tonight? If I can't make a living, there's a reason you brought me here.

Did anyone else miss me?

thenightsurgeon

Nothing like a little nostalgia to inspire?

What makes you think I have any more to say to you?

shilowallace

Oh, neat! Thanks, I wasn't expecting that. I mean. It's not like. I don't really want to keep looking at myself. But I know you having pictures and stuff, so. Cool.

And, hey, stop worrying. You're back on the horse and we're about to do something...kind of important. I mean, I know time is all...weird, when it comes to me and whatever the hell I'm doing, but. I mean, technically...I've never gone through "rehab". Well, I have. But we've never. You know. Actually done it. So. I'm excited. Once we're back in it, I'll be terrified again, but. For now. I'm glad. I know I need it. And look how well it worked out, after it was all said and done!

Anyway. I know you're knee-deep in other things, like the Carnival, right now. No, it's okay, if you are. I like Dolly, too, I think. Better than anyone else, anyway. Haha, okay, except maybe Satan. (But don't tell GraveRobber. I don't know if he'll get the joke.)

Point is, um. I'm here, too. And excited. So. Thanks. That's all.

curedtheglobe

Ah! It is only for a matter of time isn't it darling? Blood was always cheap. Life is inconsistent, consistently. You cannot help yourself, being a young lady.

Do not give me a reason to retaliate upon your agreement, I've dealt with enough vermin and leeches in my time. Make this worthwhile.

zydrateaddict

MUNDANNNEEE!!!

You have some freaky lame old man in a game and bunch of other random ones I don't even know. Why can't you put me in a game!!!???!!! It's not fair!

And my name isn't Largo! It's SWEET. Spell it out for me ya geek! S-W-E-E-T.

HUMPH! You don't even have my voice right!

shilowallace

You know what's funny? I sort of wish you would stop mentioning it as much as you do! It used to define me, but...how do I get better if I let my whole life revolve around it? Telling stories like that works for some people, I know, but...not for me. I just...want to get better and to move on and forget I was ever anything but happy and healthy. Can't I?

shilowallace

See, but this is good. Maybe. Don't you like making friends better than enemies? I do, at least. And I would rather focus on that than on people who get mad at you for trying to defend me.

I mean, in a way, they're right. What does it matter? You're always going to look after me and they're always going to be...well. Whatever they are. As long as you have my back, it's not like they can actually hurt me. Duh.

nightsurgeon

Dear mun.

I assure you that this is a bad idea. I'm not even sure where you got this idea from! Do you really think you could write out a solid characterization from what little canon there is? That aside, you're already busy enough the way things are. Now let's be reasonable and forget about that underground cave.

shilowallace

I do like the red wedding dress, even if mine is a little short, but I think what I'd like better than you dressing me up like Lydia (or anyone else) is letting me hang out with her (or anyone else).

...I don't know what the secret is, either. If my dad is supposed to be Victor Frankenstein, though, maybe we could just...I don't know, have him make me some company?

shilowallace

Why do you do it? I...I don't think that's something I can answer for you. Unless you're asking rhetorically. Then, I guess, no one can really answer it because you're just frustrated and not really asking.

I can tell you why I do it, but for as often as we get confused for each other, I don't think my reasons are really all that helpful. I'm doing it because it's cold and dark and quiet and lonely here I'm doing it because I'm tired of being alone and I'm tired of being scared. I'm tired of missing people that I've barely ever known.

I can't really help what I want to say and do, but I guess maybe you can. Help what I want to say and do, I mean. You always let me have my say, though, and I'm sorry that backfires on you because if it's backfiring on you, that means it's not so great for me, either.

I spent my whole life with no one but Dad to talk to and, even then, he wasn't very good for conversation. Or listening. Or parenting. Or anything but murdering people and lying. Either way, I guess...thanks. For listening. For not shutting me up when I want to talk. I'm not really afraid of losing my voice, anymore. I hope you aren't, either.

shilowallace

I guess to quote you, "that awkward moment when" it's my birthday and I'm seventeen again, for the fourth time in a row. Let's make sure this doesn't happen again, next year, okay? For real, this time.

ratherbeblind

But you tired of me so quickly the first time, my dear. What makes you think this time will be any different?

I would only want you to be sure before you put in all that work only for it to be a waste again.

shilowallace

You didn't tell me we were going to the bizarro version of my past. That was...eugh. A really bad joke, I think. Or a nightmare. Like, one of those weird nightmares you wake up from and can't figure out why you ever had it. And then can't stop thinking about it because it's so weird and you don't want to be thinking about it anymore.

Maybe we are better off on our own, if jokes and nightmares are all that's out there.

shilowallace

Maybe...maybe it is okay to travel alone. Maybe it's just...time and maybe that's what I was supposed to learn when someone bailed out and left me to fend for myself at the Opera.

Whether he did it for me or not, it shouldn't matter anymore.

I should, just...be brave. And travel alone. I know there's only so many ways to say this and so many times we can, but...let's try to stop being afraid, okay?

shilowallace

...Well, when you put it like that, I guess I really am I just talking to myself. Or..."I'm" the only one listening. And regurgitating what I say. And think. Consider this an oh-gross-you-sell-your-well-youknow-for-Z shudder. Only it's less grossed out and more...creeped out.

Like when Amber started wearing vests and blouses. Or when you and your friends used to make artificially-created-in-a-lab jokes. (Whatever happened to the half-finished, Styrofoam one? Did Evil Scientist Dad destroy her, too?)

More importantly, what am I supposed to do? This is the opposite of MGz.

shilowallace

I wouldn't say this, normally, but...you're...doing it wrong. She's not that smart. I know you are. But she isn't. And it's fine when you want to make me...I don't know, whatever, cutesy (and okay with doing that in a dump truck, really???), but it's just...how can anyone be clever, with that kind of addiction?

Yeah, listen to your sister. The cat ears and the Japanese should help.

shilowallace

Okay, look. I know you're megabusy because being a necromerchant's assistant for you is all a bunch of grunt work, but. I mean, you know everything already, you just have to write it down.

And if that's still where we're going...I kinda want my...soul...moth. Sooner, I mean, rather than later. So, you know, I have someone to talk to while I'm just sitting here. In my room. By myself. Waiting.

shilowallace

...But the application is just sitting there, it's not like you don't know the answers to all the questions.

Please? Come on, you know I need to get out of the house. ...And I think we both want an "animal companion".

Dear Mun . . .

I think we have issues.

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