Dear Mun . . .

Hey, mun?

It's going to be okay.

I can hear the words coming from your heart, and I'm really sorry all those bad things happened to you. Having your heart relive them over and over again must be unbearable. Living constantly in those fears? I can't even imagine that. But, you're strong, mun.

Yeah, It's hard to take my words seriously I'm sure. To believe them when you have tried so many times to seek help, but failed. The past haunts us all, some more than others.

You're afraid to say what you feel inside to others, so you don't even try. It seems a lot of people take it for kindness, but you're just shutting them out by not reacting. You're scared that if they see that you can be anything other than kind and gentle, you'll relive your worst nightmares. So you just smile and let everyone get away with whatever they like.

That's too kind of you. Be selfish and even a little rude. Get mad and cry! If they don't understand, then they never really knew you in the first place. Don't think that you'll never find someone to trust with your entire self. Give people a chance, hmm? They aren't perfect either, but there is someone out there in this messed up world that is just for you. Even more than one!

I was scared to share too. To say just how much pain I was in. To say how scared I really was of how things were falling apart. But there are people that are more than willing to hold your hand, even run after you time and time again if they have to! You don't have to suffer alone.

So, even though my words my not reach your heart, I'm truly and deeply sorry that you are in so much pain. I'll pray for you just like my mother did.

So stop crying already! Gee, I'm going to cry too!
<3 Yuuki