I don't even know what I'm doing anymore

[disgracedvoid]

}↠ Your lack of self control is disgraceful
}↠ Furthermore, I fail to see how I could have brought any of this upon myself
}↠ I am willing enough to admit my shortcomings, but I refuse to let you blame me for yours

Comments

[mamadonna]

It Can Be So Bothersome When Their Attentions Turn In Any Particular Direction For Only A Fleeting Moment.
You Know There Will Be No Ultimate Follow-Through.

[disgracedvoid]

}↠ And yet, that only serves to add further insult to injury
}↠ Commitment is a virtue these humans would do well to learn

[mamadonna]

The Case Is Not Necessarily Indicative Of Commitment's Lacking, Merely A Prioritization Which Does Not Feature Certain Undertakings Highly.
Though There Will Be Some Unfairness Suffered By Those Placed Lower, As There Ever Is.
Imagine What Occurrence Will Result If They Should Pool Their Efforts To Revolt Against Those Given Higher Placement.

[disgracedvoid]

}↠ You are neither subtle in intent, nor graceful in e%ecution
}↠ Either speak your piece up front
}↠ Or let me be

[noose]

4RGU1NG W1TH ON3S MUND4N3 G3N3R4LLY PROV3S TO B3 4 FRU1TL3SS 3ND34VOUR.
4N 3X3RC1S3 1N FUT1L1TY.

[disgracedvoid]

}↠ It is also generally unpleasant
}↠ There are, however, things that must be said and unpleasant tasks
}↠ That must be done
}↠ Regardless of the final result

[noose]

SOM3 M1GHT R3G4RD TH4T 4S STUP1D1TY, YOU KNOW.

[disgracedvoid]

}↠ The regard of others
}↠ It is something I am not allowed to concern myself with any longer
}↠ But if I did, even though I do not
}↠ I would like to point out that most regard as stupidity
}↠ That which would upset them to understand

[deathmaiden]

y0u did n0t bring it up0n y0urself
but y0u are t0 blame f0r enc0uraging them with resistance

[disgracedvoid]

}↠ Despite it all, absolute compliance is still not my way of doing things
}↠ I will not take responsibility for the delusion
}↠ That mistakes sensible denials for outright challenges

[deathmaiden]

s0 it isn't a challenge?
if y0u d0 n0t challenge then isn't it the same as f0rfeiting?

Have an AU GHB

[grand_lowblood]

darkleer bro!

[Prepare for the biggest hug of your life Darkleer.]

...oh god

[disgracedvoid]

}↠ My
}↠ Lord

[Oh sweet Troll Buddha, what the fuck. You can hear the question marks he did not type all the way to the moon and back.]

Yep xD Kind of tempted to do something similar with the Condescension and freak EVERYONE out xD

[grand_lowblood]

your lord?
what the fuck are you talking about bro?

[listens]

The faithful disciple of the Signless turns to a new page in her text to record her conversation with a discontented highblood.

maybe she thinks its your fault because she finds you interesting
either way it could really be a lot worse
most of them leave you alone after a while

[disgracedvoid]

}↠ The discontented highblood was under the
}↠ ...
}↠ Pardon
}↠ I mean to say
}↠ I had understood we were not in speaking terms, milady

[listens]

not on speaking terms?
but i

oh!
thats one of the funnier things about this place
time is misaligned and doesnt always quite match up

A most frustrating phenomenon, she notes in the margins.

from my perspective weve never even met before now, so im afraid that youre stuck with this conversation

[spitbubblesalamander]

[She's not much of a talker so she'll just come over and tug on his pantleg a bit.]

Glub?

[disgracedvoid]

[He stares a little. No, it's not the stare of someone beholding absolute cuteness. Shut the fuck up.]

}↠ Well
}↠ And what do you want

[spitbubblesalamander]

[No, not even the great Darkleer can withstand the cute that is Casey. She tilts her head and tugs on his pantleg again.]

Glub, blub, glorb.

[Clearly she's saying she wants to talk but it's really rather difficult given that she's all the way down here and he's all the way up there. Really, the height difference is almost rude.]

[synaxis]

What sense is there in being so discontent?
She has given your thoughts form and shape, is that not something to be grateful for?

[disgracedvoid]

[He's just picking up uncomfortable conversation partners all over the place, isn't he.]

}↠ I do not honestly expect you to understand
}↠ Though I would have not expected you to speak up either
}↠ Rather obtuse of me, I believe
}↠ In any way, my thoughts were better left formless, shapeless
}↠ And harmless

and have a late GHB

[cullingjoke]

Now HERE'S a face I never expected to see AGAIN.
How does EXILE find you, E%patriate?
Not at all, I would GUESS, because you were always so DIFFICULT to find when you wanted to HIDE.

0w0

[disgracedvoid]

}↠ I simply know when to make myself scarce, my Lord

[cullingjoke]

That was NEVER in question.
I did WONDER from time to time if you LEARNED from the experience.