I don't even know what I'm doing anymore

[disgracedvoid]

}↠ Your lack of self control is disgraceful
}↠ Furthermore, I fail to see how I could have brought any of this upon myself
}↠ I am willing enough to admit my shortcomings, but I refuse to let you blame me for yours

Comments

[disgracedvoid]

}↠ I am
}↠ Perfectly aware of your ideals
}↠ As well as those of your
}↠ Companions

[listens]

yes we really s33m to get around despite everyone trying to cull us
its quite a lot of work so im glad our efforts have b33n rewarded
would you like to read some excerpts anyway?
knowing what we believe and hearing what he has to say is very different

[disgracedvoid]

}↠ If it will make you happy

[listens]

its not about making me happy
(although sharing his sermons always makes me happy!)
its about what you want
this isnt something you can force

[disgracedvoid]

}↠ Circumstances being what they are
}↠ There is very little you can force on me anymore
}↠ But yes
}↠ I would appreciate it
}↠ If you read it to me

[listens]

then thats what ill do

> You flip back several pages in your book and begin to read an INCREDIBLY MOVING SERMON that the Signless had preached several weeks ago. The tone of your voice makes it clear that you are still as INSPIRED by his words now as you were when you initially took them down.

This SUDDEN NARRATION CHANGE also makes it clear that your mun unfortunately SUCKS AT WRITING MOVING SERMONS.

[disgracedvoid]

[It's okay, he's not really listening to the words. I mean, the words are pretty and inspiring and moving.

...but he just wanted to hear her voice again.]

[listens]

[she smiles as she finishes, a little sheepish]

that was probably a longer one than you wanted
sorry!

[disgracedvoid]

}↠ No, it is alright
}↠ Thank you

[listens]

its no trouble at all
i wouldnt write everything down if i didnt want to share it with people

[disgracedvoid]

}↠ I am sure your words
}↠ And his
}↠ Will reach many

[MOSTLY BECAUSE HE'S SEEN IT, WHOOPS.]

[listens]

i hope so
i want to change this world so badly

[disgracedvoid]

}↠ One can only hope
}↠ That the changes you bring
}↠ Are not ones you would regret

[listens]

i wouldnt trade the decisions ive made for anything
even when its b33n so painful
its worth every moment

[disgracedvoid]

}↠ It will only get worse
}↠ As time goes on
}↠ And yet, I know you will endure

[listens]

of course i will
i have things to do and people to live for
and i cant disappoint them

[disgracedvoid]

[He's very quiet for a very long time.]

}↠ I am sorry

[listens]

for what?

[disgracedvoid]

}↠ For the many wrongs I have committed against you

[listens]

there have b33n many trolls whove wronged me
or attempted to quite vigorously



but theyre not usually sorry for it
so i forgive you

[disgracedvoid]

}↠ When the time comes, you will not

[listens]

id be a very poor disciple if that were true

[disgracedvoid]

}↠ No, you were
}↠ Are
}↠ You did not take my life, when I offered you it
}↠ For the gravity of my offense, you were certainly following his teachings by doing so

[listens]

living can be as great a punishment as death in some cases
if thats all i did then i only went halfway

[disgracedvoid]

}↠ I did not wish to live
}↠ After it was all said and done
}↠ But in time, I have come to realize that even then
}↠ In this supposed punishment you inflicted on me
}↠ There was a kindness as well