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-- coppiceCultivator [CC] began trolling dearMun [DM] --
Mun! Oh, mun. I'm so glλd we're getting to cλtch up here. But λllow me λ moment of your thyme!
λre you sure you're pre-peλred to plλy me? :)
Lettuce think of whλt's λlreλdy on your plλte! I beleλf you've λlreλdy let your tλgs pile up, so I think you should do some weeding before you preseed to tλke on even MOR-Σ!
But you seem to be so mowtivλted λlreλdy. I cedλr you won't be convinced otherwise!
Not to go out on λ limb or λnything, but if you could keep your eyes peeled for λny of my friends, I'd be reλlly GRλT-ΣFUL!
Ψe λll belong together, λfter λll.
I think this will be the stλrt of something reλlly grλpe, mun!
( ooc; voice test. this is teal!feferi from red dead virgo. depending on how threads go, she might get sort of spoilery for this AU, so you are forewarned! )
λre you sure you're pre-peλred to plλy me? :)
Lettuce think of whλt's λlreλdy on your plλte! I beleλf you've λlreλdy let your tλgs pile up, so I think you should do some weeding before you preseed to tλke on even MOR-Σ!
But you seem to be so mowtivλted λlreλdy. I cedλr you won't be convinced otherwise!
Not to go out on λ limb or λnything, but if you could keep your eyes peeled for λny of my friends, I'd be reλlly GRλT-ΣFUL!
Ψe λll belong together, λfter λll.
I think this will be the stλrt of something reλlly grλpe, mun!
( ooc; voice test. this is teal!feferi from red dead virgo. depending on how threads go, she might get sort of spoilery for this AU, so you are forewarned! )
it's all your fault for being such a H---ΣλRTBR---ΣλK---ΣR!!! jeez eridan
Don't you think we left λ lot unsλid?
So mλny bλd, bλd feelings!
I hλve hλd time to think about it λll, though.
it really is, all my fault, evverything evver that wwent wwrong all my fault
wwoww
i guess wwe did
are you still mad at me
........sob jade!eridan is the SADDEST THING EVER
I hλd been gλrden my reλl feelings for you for so long!
But...
I leλrned lots from the gλme. Lots from the voices.
I thought, mλybe we just weren't meλnt to B---Σ in this life!
You know whλt I mean?
I wλnted to see you λgλin in the dreλm bubbles.
But here is fine too, I think.
...he really is, dear god. I never thought the day would come I'd feel so sorry for an Eridan. OTL
is that wwhat you wwere doing there?
i guess it doesnt matter anymore though
and
yeah
no i guess
no wwe wwerent really made for each other or anything like that
totally differing paths
if they wwere any more differing theyd split into doomed timelines or something
but
for wwhat its wworth wwhich isnt really a lot i didnt mean to hurt you
i mean
i nevver mean to screww up it just sort of happens on its owwn
haha
see
youre better off wwithout me this is better
imagine still being rails wwith a monumental fuck up like me
reeling this and that ovver and ovver again
or wworse being
wwell it doesnt matter wwe both knoww its better this wway right?
me too, but with jade!eridan you are totally not human if you don't feel bad for him ;n;
Is that whλt you think?
I know you've mλde λ lot of mistλkes. Lots λnd lots of them! Like stomping through λ gλrden with steel-toed boots or wλtering your flowers with λrsenic.
Mλybe you just weren't meλnt to rλise roses. Mλybe sλplings λre more your thing.
I'm not sure where I'm tλking this metλphor!
But.
It doesn't mean that I'd be better off without you.
true that! it's kind of depressing how it all ends for him, really. [worst. icon. misfire. ever.]
i should be the one to fix it or at least try
not that trying evver did much or anything
but cmon fef
it wwasnt exactly piles of mud i wwas plowwing through there
you didnt need to deal wwith that on top of evverything else
i just wanted things to be okay for him but NOPE. also jade get out!!
I'd have done a lot for you.
I still would.
But you wouldn't let me.
aww, but Jade was a bro! And then they went and committed simultaneous universe suicide.
none of this wwas
and feferi just goes yandere again and again
That's why I made the deal.
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i hope it did
something mustvve Not been in vvain in all this fucked up mess
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But you didn't join us there.
You didn't join me.
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someone had to Scratch the session
might as wwell be me i guess
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dont
its okay sometimes these things suck and you gotta make the best out of it
because sometimes there are things you cant change
im ok with it
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but thats wwhy youre rage and im time
you cant be time wwithout learnin that there are things you just cant change
believve me ivve tried so many times to make things better only to bounce right off a wwall that pretty much reads nope not changin this no matter howw much you try sorry
jade didnt wwant to accept it either but wwe havve no choice
so dont feel bad about this fef
enjoy the dream bubbles at least? i can only imagine howw much wwork it wwas to set them up
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You're still like this! As if NOTHING I do even gets THROUGH to you, and when it DOES, you flip it back into my FACE!
If you're going to be all self-sacrificial, you could do it and stay with and the others, ERIDAN!
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fef i swwear
im listenin to wwhat youre sayin and i care about it but
but it doesnt change my lot in life
you knoww i cant
you knoww i promised i wwould scratch the session
i kneww wwhat you wwere doin remember?
an i didnt stop you
wwasnt that enough?
[He will omit mentioning the bits about not even trying because he knew by then the signs of Inevitable looming above every fucking thing. But hey, it's nice pretending he had a choice in all this. Right?]
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Even after you broke my heart it's been STEPPED on.
I want another chance.
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i really am
but i dont knoww wwhat kind of chance you wwant
or if wwe could evven havve it
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You said 'we'. Do you want one, too? A second chance?
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it doesnt matter wwhat i wwant
it nevver does
i just do wwhat i havve to do
thats all
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What would you say then?
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i wwould really wwant to
no
No
okay fef
theres no point in thinkin about stuff like that and itll only hurt in the long run trust me i knoww
things are just the wway they are nothin else
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