shamelessly looking for canonmates for adstringendum ::::(

[dicey]

I find this username accepta8le! Way cooler than the one you had for me at that other site. If your other game stays there and that version of me has to keep using that laaaaaaaame account name, I pity her! She will never get to profit from the one good idea you've had in your entire life. Sucks to 8e her! ::::)

Your OTHER idea, though, is so completely horri8le that I don't even know where to start! Why do you want more trolls around? The ones we do have are enough of a pain in the ass already! And don't get me started on those humans. Sure, I miiiiiiiight 8e a little curious a8out that John guy, 8ut if they know me and I don't know them, wouldn't that just 8e awkward????????

May8e I wouldn't mind too much if Fussyfangs showed up. I mean, I guess that would 8e okay. 8ut the rest of those assholes? Forget it!

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[whatchainsaw]

Maybe Indeed
And While You Cannot Change The Things You Have Done You Can At Least Attempt To Make Amends For Them In This New City
Without Certain Shackling Obligations You Can Be More Than You Were On Alternia
You Cannot Stop People From Knowing The Truth Forever But You Can Help Them To See That There Is More To You Than Your Past Misdeeds

[dicey]

How am I even supposed to know what I should 8e making amends for? I already gave Aradia a ro8ot 8ody, and I'm pretty sure she still h8s me.I don't 8ug Tavros as much as I pro8a8ly could.

And it's not just that! Most of them are from really cushy worlds where all killing is 8ad all the time. And even for the ones who aren't, they wouldn't like that I've killed so many people, even if it was necessary. I'm pretty sure they've killed people like me for less.

8efore, 8eing more than I am always meant 8eing like Mindfang, 8ut I don't know how well she'd fit here. Sometimes I think a8out doing something really 8ig and making everyone fear and loathe me just to see if it would work, 8ut I'm too much of a coward 8ecause I know I wouldn't 8e a8le to go 8ack and change things if I didn't like the results.

[whatchainsaw]

Youre Right About Not Being Able To Go Back Vriska
At This Point It Sounds As If Youre Actively Trying To Sabotage Yourself
You Realise That You Have The Potential For A Good Thing Here And As Such Youre Subconsciously Convincing Yourself That You Dont Deserve It
But Maybe Thats A Good Thing
Maybe It Finally Means Youre Taking Responsibility For Your Own Actions And Beginning To Deal With The Consequences Of Them
You Speak Of All The People Youve Killed And Exhibit Remorse In Spite Of It Supposedly Being Legal In A Great Number Of Cases
I Think This Is All Part Of Growing Up Vriska
Growing Up And Realising That Youre Not Mindfang And That She Likely Didnt Even Deserve To Have Someone Like You To Call A Descendant

[dicey]

8ut I'm not really remorseful! It was just a thing I had to do. It went on for sweeps. Even if I tried I don't know if I could force myself to feel something a8out it.

Does that make you think I'm a sh8tty person?

[whatchainsaw]

Maybe Remorse Is Too Big Of A Leap To Make In One Go
Acknowledgement Is Enough For Now

I Think You Are A Very Silly Girl But I Do Not Think You Are Shitty

[dicey]

I'm a shitty troll. Mindfang didn't care if anyone at all liked her.

[whatchainsaw]

Well
No
She Only Cared About Forcing People To Like Her

[dicey]

Yeah!!!!!!!! Why can't I 8e like that?

[whatchainsaw]

Because You Possess SOme Sort Of Moral Compass
And Because You Dont Really Want To Be

[dicey]

8ut I do! At least, I'm pretty sure I do.

When I was little I worried that I'd turn out to 8e defective and now I'm thinking that may8e I was right.

[whatchainsaw]

Really
Wouldnt You Rather That People Liked You Of Their Own Freewill

[dicey]

I guess that would 8e more satisfying in some ways, 8ut in other ways it wouldn't 8e. It wouldn't 8e proof that I was powerful and commanding and a gr8 manipul8r.

[whatchainsaw]

Is That So
I Would Have Thought That Using Your Natural Charms Was Manipulation Enough

[dicey]

Terezi's good at that. I'm not.

[whatchainsaw]

Youre Probably Better Than You Think
Besides
Practise Makes Perfect Does It Not

[dicey]

May8e. And may8e you're right, it's pretty dum8 to live to please an ancestor I'll never meet. 8ut I don't really know how to do anything else, you know!

[whatchainsaw]

Then This Is Probably A Good Time To Find New Hobbies For Yourself
Personally I Have Plenty That I Am More Than Willing To Share

[dicey]

Fashion and sewing? I'll pass.

[whatchainsaw]

Hunting Heinous Broods Of The Undead With A Chainsaw
I Also Have Some Books You May Enjoy

[dicey]

That first idea shows promise, I guess.

What 8ooks????????

[whatchainsaw]

Oh You Know
Heroes And Adventure And Far Off Lands And
Romance
That Sort Of Thing

[dicey]

I guess I could take a look someday.

[whatchainsaw]

If It Isnt Too Much Of A Strain
Perhaps We Could Read Together
Im Sure Its More Entertaining That Way

[dicey]

Yeah, okay.

[whatchainsaw]

You Dont Sound As If You Believe Its Okay To Me