Dear Mun . . .

Once again you are enamored by the thought of playing me. And yet still no game has interested you enough to apply. What then are you to do?

I would suggest waiting. You've six months until one game ends and when that time comes, I will still be here. Six months is not so terribly long a time to wait, even for a mortal. It will give you time to play the game once more, to decide upon a point in my life in which you would draw me from.

You should also consider that I would very much like to keep my abilities, my godhood. I will not allow you to place me at a disadvantage should that necromancer show himself. So a place that will not nullify my abilities would be preferable.

So much effort just for me. Two entire days spent coloring and recoloring icons just to update what I have. What is it all for though? There are precious few places, mortal, that have caught your eye. And you've yet to complete your review of my 'canon' or decide when you would prefer I come from.

I have a particular attachment to my memories of becoming Creator, of seeing my friends and loved ones safe once more but you know that I will do whatever you wish. It is your choice in the end which course we follow.

 Oh no, Lady Mundane, I am pleased to be getting out again. It's been a long time since the closing of Edensphere and I've missed being active.

I've only the complaint that I'll have no einherjar though. And as depraved as mortals can be there, I'm not sure I'd want any of them serving the gods. Of course, I do not need them, as we are both aware. It was their company I appreciated and I will miss it. Their souls were among the first that I gave new life to when Loki instigated Ragnarok.

At least my abilities will not be "nerfed" as you mundanes seemed to call it. And I will have access to my weapons, even to create new ones if I have need. That is something I give thanks for.

And no.

I do not wish to see a Lezard reserve or application in the next couple months.

I realize you miss me, I miss being active. The odds of finding someplace as comfortable as Edensphere was is slim but I'm sure there's someplace for me out there. And you've already promised to find a home for Mary so your boyfriend can play chaos with her.

There must be a dressing room of some sort you can send me to. Whether I am Lenneth Valkyrie or "Lily" while there. And perhaps we'll find another Lezard somewhere around here.

Perhaps you could try to recreate that game of yours? Or design a new one? I did rather like the idea behind the game that Zoey had started. Vildiur, was it? Maybe you could convince her to retry it here? Everybody you've roleplayed with seems much happier and more active on this site than they were on livejournal. It's an excellent opportunity for a fresh start.

.... Hmm, the "Choose random icon" option seems to be rather... supportive of a relationship between Lezard the Necromancer and I, tonight.

I don't approve of this idea, mundane. Besides the fact that Asgard Eventide would strip me of all of my abilities, it is not the Asgard that I call home. Those are not the Gods I've called friends. And I refuse to serve beneath Odin once more.

I can't believe you would even suggest such a thing.

And this "Kon Ran" place, you wish to make of me mortal? You are worse than that necromancer! And to make my life nothing more than my imagination. You sicken me at times. At least in Edensphere, Lezard wasn't insane.

[As insane.]