Dear Mun . . .

He's not "other people," he's my husband. And this is his sister, my sister-in-law. Whether she's missing or she's still in recovery, either way I should be helping. This is what I do. I help people.

Can you get on this, please? It's more important than me just...actually I don't know what I'm doing right now, so that's all the more reason for me to be contributing.

Um, mun? You couldn't possibly find my fiancee, could you?

I mean, I know canonly I see him every day and we've probably done a bunch of stuff together, but we're two months away from our wedding and we haven't technically played out of it. I was looking forward to getting his opinion on stuff, and how he'd probably act like an idiot at the cake tasting, and you know all that cute little stuff he does to make me feel special.

I don't want to complain, but - I want out of here, and I really don't want to do it without him.

I'm not allowed to comment on the doppleganger situation. You already insisted on introducing me to that other guy who looks exactly like my fiancee, so I obviously already know there are people who look the same out here.

And I'm not worried about me. We're not in any hurry to get married. I sort of think that's something that should take more than fifteen minutes to figure out.

I'm worried about Danielle. You made her up and then you're just sort of letting her sit there. How is the girl supposed to be happy if you don't introduce her to people? You didn't know what you were doing with me until I met Jesse and then Jack. So do something, please?

...I'm a nurse, of course I care about everyone.

Yes, I'm scared. Actually, I'm terrified.

But I had to do this. It's not right, having to keep half my life a secret every day. I should own who I am, and I should be able to tell Jack that I love him without being afraid of who might hear.

I don't want to live my life in fear anymore. Not of my past, not of my ex-boyfriend, not of my boss's boss. I want to get up in the morning without a weight on my shoulders. And if that means you and I have to take some big risks, I think that it's worth it. I think Jack and his mun would appreciate it, too.

Who knows? Maybe this will go badly and I'll get suspended and everyone in the hospital will look twice at me from now on. But it could also go really well, and I could have a boyfriend I love, a job I enjoy, and a team in my life that I finally don't have to keep secrets from. That means more to me than anything.

I'm going to sit here in this corner of your head and be scared out of my mind today. But tomorrow, I'm going into Nora's office and I'm not hiding anymore, and if you can't keep up then that's your problem.

[Pause.]

By the way? The Transporter thing? Kinda cool. Maybe we'll see that guy again and I can ask him what's up with his face.

I can't believe you had me drunk text about grabbing my new boss's ass.

Yes, Dr. Gallagher has a nice ass, but I don't want to be fired before I even start a new job! That's like page one in the sexual harrassment handbook. And do you want his mun to think you're crazy? We're lucky they want to play with us in the first place.

Plus you gave Kelly more to laugh at, like he doesn't have enough.

I hope you're happy. You're terrible.

And my boobs aren't shrinking.