adorable sad girl wants a game ;_;

[tailwag]

im not sure where i could go that anyone would care if i turned up
im far less useful than dave as a sprite
but...
if you could find somewhere with my friends where he was
i suppose it wouldnt be so bad
:')
jade is so amazing that they wouldnt even look twice at me, i know
i dont even care about that!
i miss everyone and i want to go home
if you cant send me back then i dont want to be the only sprite around, i hate this so much
please try?
i cant take being alive again and staying all alone
ill be brave if you really do your best

Comments

[tailwag]

*sniffle*
really...?

[caligulas_aquarium]

really
look i get it okay i really do
i knoww you think i dont but i totally do
i dont think too highly a myself either
an i fuck up a lot an evverytime i do i just hate myself more for it
an noone else i knoww really does the same so they get pissed wwhen i do an just tell me to knock it off
they dont understand
not a single fuckin sympathetic auricular tube anywwhere for me
so i just get really pissed off about it an end up fuckin up more
it wwas a vvicious cycle that evventually lead to me dyin too
an noww here i am
so trust me wwhen i say i dont hate you
an i definitely do get wwhat youre goin through
its wwhy i dont hate you im tryin a be fuckin sympathetic here

[tailwag]

oh :o
well...
i dont hate you either
and i feel a lot better knowing you dont expect anything of me!
im sorry i asked about your past, its none of my business
youre right about that
i have fluffy dog ears to listen to anything if they are okay
:')

[caligulas_aquarium]

thats nice a you to offer but i think im okay
if anythin its pretty nice meetin someone wwho gets it an doesnt berate me for it so youvve done enough already

[tailwag]

i dont think it would matter if i berated anyone these days
i wouldnt want to

[caligulas_aquarium]

nice a you to say i guess
lot nicer than actual non sprited green text human ill say that much

[tailwag]

omg jade is so mean! ;_;
i dont like her, shes selfish and wanted me to go and fight that horribly powerful bad guy!!!!
she just got all angry and didnt understand
i left as soon as i could

[caligulas_aquarium]

yeah i knoww
shes a real bitch
she wwouldnt put up wwith me wwhenevver i tried talkin to her an completely ignored me givvin her the crosshairs
best wweapon a her kind abstratus im pretty much handin the thing to her for free a charge an she called it a piece a shit
evven in the game im in right noww shes no better
so i just try to avvoid talkin to her

[tailwag]

yes, that is what i would do too
shes amazing and brilliant but i think she forgets that not everyone wants to be looked down on
and maybe she doesnt realize shes even doing it
:(

[caligulas_aquarium]

yeah exactly that is exactly wwhat im sayin
i dont really fuckin feel like bein in the presence a someone wwhos gonna be condescendin the shit out a me evverytime i try speakin wwith em
a lot a people do it to me in all honesty but shes one a the wworst fuckin ones an it pisses me off
i wwonder wwhy the fuck i should evven bother tryin a be nice wwhen im gettin this kind a shit from people constantly

[tailwag]

you dont have to listen to that
no one should be allowed to tell you whats right and what isnt when you can think for yourself
you are fine the way you are and you sound like you have been trying very hard for a long time

[caligulas_aquarium]

i
uh

[what is happening...

He isn't really sure how to react to her being so positive about him, but he appreciates it.

So have a rather awkward attempt at being comforting in the form of a shoulder pat.]

yeah same to you
if its evver too much again i guess you can just talk to me about it
wwe can havve a feelins jam or somethin not that im any good at that kind a thing but wworst case scenario i just end up agreein that evveryone fuckin sucks

[tailwag]

[ Ahw, Eridan. She's got so many problems now that arguing as she might have once done just seems petty in lieu of losing her sense of self. He gets a shoulder pat right back. ]

youre doing just fine
:')
i dont remember your name if i ever did
its hard to see past the green sun
but you can call me jadesprite

[caligulas_aquarium]

it all depends i guess im not sure if i evver spoke to you
i dont knoww wwhen exactly you stopped bein actual jade
or if you evver did
or wwhatevver fuck this is confusin
eitherwway its eridan

[And maybe he hopes it isn't familiar.]