☾ ℭecil ℌarvey (AU) (
proteusmoon) wrote in
dear_mun2013-08-01 06:44 pm
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It's difficult to say which fate is merciful. Roaming our empty, destroyed worlds for an indefinite period of time or facing the Tower with the administrators controlling every aspect of our existences— I'm certain few are happy to have only these options to choose between.
For my part, I wish you hadn't sent us home. I understand why you did and I know it was probably for the best, but I... I didn't want to leave everyone. It's not because you've doomed me to be trapped alone on a dead planet, but because I cannot help my friends from here. I can't protect them...
...and I will likely never see them again.
I'm sorry; I am grateful that you allowed me to give the Crystal to Kariya, since you could not let Saber part with Avalon. Lancelot truly cares for him. I know Lancer and Diarmuid will take care of Kain for me, if they can. Diarmuid will care for Yotsuba and Ryoji, too. I know he will. Tohko is strong— so much more than she seems. I am confident she will continue to take care of herself and anyone else she can.
I suppose... that if anyone had to face permanent death sooner because of Ruana's actions, Amelia, Saber, and I agree it is best that it be us.
I only wish it didn't have to be this way at all for anyone.
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For my part, I wish you hadn't sent us home. I understand why you did and I know it was probably for the best, but I... I didn't want to leave everyone. It's not because you've doomed me to be trapped alone on a dead planet, but because I cannot help my friends from here. I can't protect them...
...and I will likely never see them again.
I'm sorry; I am grateful that you allowed me to give the Crystal to Kariya, since you could not let Saber part with Avalon. Lancelot truly cares for him. I know Lancer and Diarmuid will take care of Kain for me, if they can. Diarmuid will care for Yotsuba and Ryoji, too. I know he will. Tohko is strong— so much more than she seems. I am confident she will continue to take care of herself and anyone else she can.
I suppose... that if anyone had to face permanent death sooner because of Ruana's actions, Amelia, Saber, and I agree it is best that it be us.
I only wish it didn't have to be this way at all for anyone.
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We gotta keep on hoping, right?
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I'm glad that your time there hasn't taken away your ability to hope for the impossible.
Maybe we will. I hope so, at least.
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[Hope is all he has right now for a lot of things. He can't help it.]
If we can fix the worlds, maybe I'd be able to visit you.
[Ha, world hopper. It's a weak attempt at a joke to lighten the mood.]
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If you were able to visit, I'd hope you wouldn't mind accommodations in a somewhat drafty castle.
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And so that you don't get eaten..it would be really terrible if that happened. By the way..she's not coming out, but..my Mundane doesn't think Yotsuba will be depressed or neglected in the Tower. She's pretty hardy too.
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Can the universes really be restored? Everything the way it was?
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But I think they can be. After all, Dax was working towards that goal, and he wouldn't work towards something unless it could be achieved. I'm not sure about the people that lived in those universes..but that might be possible too.
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For my part, I thank you for your kind words, and wish you a happier ending in another time.
You are much missed.
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[ It's difficult for Cecil to say this-- not because she does so begrudgingly, but rather, because she still doesn't know Lancelot well and that makes it a little harder for her to be honest about her feelings. ]
...I'm sorry I judged you and Kariya so harshly. I don't think I ever said that, but I know it was wrong of me. And unfair. I apologize.
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My Master and I carry on together by Will, and Will is often a harsh, unforgiving thing.
This we have in common, and other things as well, not all of them fair or righteous.
You have never shown me any discourtesy, Cecil-- I would not have you remember your words so.
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Thank you for your kindness, but still I insist on apologizing to you. I left Kariya something that I hope will help him. If the universes are restored, I wish you the best of outcomes in your futures. I know what he's doing will be difficult.
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[ Nevermind that he already is... ]
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It was-- Good. To see you there. To see you so.
[By which he means while in his right mind. For once in a very long while.]
As it is good to see you elsewhere. How fortunate your Master-- Mun, rather-- and Mine get on so well.
[By which he means the obvious...]
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Fortunate indeed.
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[ Rude! ]
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Hm?
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...Does the arrow represent you, Archer? If you're being hit by giant whales again, I prefer to be with Ayaka on the planet.
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You are missed. You are very much missed.
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I know you are powerful and a skilled warrior, but you don't have to experience everything alone. I'm sorry I keep failing you. I miss you too.
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[He sighs and squeezes her hand lightly.]
You haven't failed me. Neither of us have failed each other. Some matters are simply out of our hands.
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[Ryoji can only hope he sounds convincing and that Cecil never caught wind of his recent death. He loves his perfect timing.]
But please, take care of yourself. Everyone's trying to save the old worlds, but you could be in serious danger until we succeed.
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I will try not to, but I don't care so much for my own fate as I do yours. You have each other and you need to live for one another still.
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But your life is in danger! Honestly, as strange as it may seem, the Tower is safer right now. We're trying to find a way to rescue you... you have a life to go back to, and people to live for.
[Ryoji doesn't truly have a life to return to, after all. After this year, that's it. Still, it is more time than he had on his original world.]
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