セラ・ファロン // Serah Farron (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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dear_mun2013-05-01 02:03 pm
crystalismemoria) wrote in dear_mun2013-05-01 02:03 pm
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heading to themainframe, maybe also havenrpg
What do you mean, "stop looking like a rabbit caught in headlights"? I'm not nervous at all! In fact, I'd like to get out there and see new places...
It's just...
[Then calm your damn tits, Serah. You keep wringing your hands like I'm gonna toss you into a pit full of Lobos or something.]
...Look, I have a right to be cautious! You have this weird grin on your face and I get the feeling you have ulterior motives!
[Pish posh, girlie. The mun always comes first, didn't you know that?]
....I figured as much...just...don't get reckless, okay?
It's just...
[Then calm your damn tits, Serah. You keep wringing your hands like I'm gonna toss you into a pit full of Lobos or something.]
...Look, I have a right to be cautious! You have this weird grin on your face and I get the feeling you have ulterior motives!
[Pish posh, girlie. The mun always comes first, didn't you know that?]
....I figured as much...just...don't get reckless, okay?
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Only a complete ass will make somebody do that will kill them.
But then when you go back home, you should go to your house, lock all the doors and not come out ever. Maybe find a good husband or something. The world isn't really meant for worryworts like that.
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Also, she'll politely ignore the husband comment. As below-the-belt as it is----she's technically no longer attached to Snow, after all.]
No...I'm not scared of fighting, or risking my life. After all...everyone who I used to rely on has vanished. I've only got myself now. To turn away would only let them down. I don't want to do that.
[She laughs awkwardly.]
Besides, my mun's imagination is much scarier than any monster I've ever faced. I'm just worried about the plans she's got in mind...
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So, you think hesitating is going to do them much better? Seriously. You're just holding yourself back.
I don't really care what my player has in store for me. I know I can handle it. I've been to the moon and back and I have plans of my own. It's really irritating more than anything.
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[Serah looks contemplative. Holding herself back?
....It was a bad habit of hers. Her own hesitation was what led to the conundrum between her and Lightning. And why go through that again? She smiles a little.]
....You know, you've got a lot of confidence, for a kid.
[But in the back of her mind, what plans could she come up with if on her own? She had been so focused on searching for her sister----what would she do if she was certain Lightning wasn't there...?]
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[He says with a bit of matter-the-fact irritation.]
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B-but he looks...so youthful. Serah proceeds to look embarrassed, and waves her hands about frantically.]
O-oh! I'm sorry! It's just...you...um...age pretty well.
[Smooth, Serah. Smooth. Way to go, champ.]
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[Gah...]
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Um, so...has your mun thought of putting you anywhere in particular? Mine wants to put me in a place called 'Terminal Tokyo,' where you get to have these monsters as partners...
[Which, thankfully, she has experience dealing with.]
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Nah, I'm just going to wander here for a while. My player is a serious dumbass.
So, let me get this straight, you're going to get help and you're still nervous? How incompetent are you?
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[Again with the insults...Serah's a derp; not gonna lie.
But there's only so much she can take. She swallows to keep her slowly-rising indignation in check.]
...I can't say that I blame your mun for being intimidated by you, if that's what's keeping them from finding a place. You're just going to chase people away with your attitude, you know.
[Case in point: her own sister.]
And like I said, it's my mun who's putting me a little on edge! I don't think having a monster partner is going to stop her from doing anything crazy!
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[Well, actually... he sort of does. But not in the same way that Serah is mentioning. It's a matter of prestige. He wants to be considered a Sage and the only way he can do that is if he receives the admiration and affection of the people, not because he is the most able or competent mage in the world. It's a stumbling block that actually gets him thinking for more than a few seconds.]
...Look, if you're going to worry about anything that can happen, you're going to be not prepared about the thing that does. You're just embarrassing yourself with all this fretting. It's really pointless and makes you look weaker than what you probably are.