Watched the most recent episode of her canon, and now FEELS. Possible spoilers in comments.

[fairydancing]

 
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Onii-chan, you idiot...

[ A quiet sigh. ]

... mun... now I'm not sure if I want to see him anymore... so why are you still looking for one to play with...?

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This is a bad idea :|

[eboncladsavior]

...Sugu?

and that should stop us how, exactly :|

[fairydancing]

... onii-chan...

[ s-sob. Why here. WHY NOW...

She's just gonna curl up into a ball in the corner here now. ]

Go away... leave me alone...

...I could have run away? :|

[eboncladsavior]

[OOC: I'm going to do my best not to spoil you.]

[For just a moment, he considers doing that. Instead he approaches her and sits on the ground a few steps away. He'd lived through this once but of course the situation couldn't be resolved the same way as it had then.

He speaks in a whisper; words aren't his strongest skill but he had to try.]

Listen, Sugu... You're right...

SOB ;A;

[fairydancing]

( OOC: it's okay, I don't mind spoilers, bro )

[ Even if it hurts, part of her is still happy that he didn't leave... if anything, what she'd really wanted was for him to follow her, if that made any sense. ]

Mmmmn...

[ Go on, bro. She may not look it right now but she's still listening through her tears. ]

This is the most talking Kirito will ever do XD sorry for the TL;DR

[eboncladsavior]

[He considers telling her about what would happen soon but he knows it wouldn't make the Suguha in front of him feel any better. So after a moment of deliberation he continues.]

Back then... When mom and dad told me about my biological parents, I started putting distance between us for no real reason. I started to question who I was, and what family was. To me they were people bound together by a long relationship; they knew everything about one another. And me? I didn't even know anything about mine.

[He looks up.]

I suppose that's why I got into VRMMO's in the first place. A false world where people who didn't know anything about each other but still interacted based on the pretense of a game. To me it was perfect; I didn't want to leave those fake worlds.

But when I was trapped in that game of death, SAO, I began to understand that the only difference between the virtual world and this world is that you can switch one off. Essentially they're the same...

[He sounded quite long winded now didn't he? Better get to the point.]

I realized that it didn't matter whether you really knew who someone was. You can only trust and believe in what you see and experience for yourself.

That's why, I was glad to see you again after those two years. I wanted to rebuild the relationship I distanced myself from.

[He looked straight at her.]

I'm so sorry, Sugu. Even after I returned from SAO, I didn't really try to understand what you had been feeling after all this time.

Because... That game hasn't ended for me yet. I can't truly start living until she opens her eyes again. So for now I don't know how to work things out with you.

IT'S OKAY seriously, Sugu needs this... ;3; also sorry if this don't make sense, it's 2 AM here...

[fairydancing]

Onii-chan...

[ Suguha looks at him, sobbing a little before she finally sniffles, stopping as she sighs and leans against Kirito, a sad smile on her face. ]

Even if... we weren't blood family, the memories I have of you were real to me. It didn't matter to me then... and it doesn't matter now, too...

[ She looks down at her hands, and then at Kirito again as she takes her hand in his. ]

Mmmn... I... I know that your heart already belongs to Asuna, and... even though I love you... I want you to be happy, too. Even... if it isn't with me...

[ And the pain is still evident in her voice, even now. ]

I really was happy, though, that you became the kind person I knew, too... so... at least, I want us to go back to the way it was, at least. Before... before we started to drift apart...

Because... I want you here, onii-chan...! If... not as your love, then... at least as your cousin...

[ A quiet sigh as she continues leaning against Kirito. ]

... so... please, promise me that you're rescue Asuna, okay...? Because I want you to go back to being the kind onii-chan I love... and I want to help any way I can, too...