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[sunflowering]

Don't. I know what you are thinking. You've always just done whatever it is that you want, but this time I can't sit quietly. After your initial reaction I didn't think I'd have to worry, but...

I'm happy in that place together. What I've done at home is out of necessity, but don't interrupt my remaining happiness there. If that is truly our last journey together, then I want it to be a happy one. Stop trying to have him go home, only to forget or realize.

And no more. You don't need to send me alone anywhere again. Let things remain as they are, why don't you? That's all I'm asking.

I just...want to be happy for a little while longer.

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[ancestuous]

Stay asleep in your happy dream - once things begin to change, there's no turning back.

[sunflowering]

[...]

Kaname.

[The sentiment's too true, though. If she had been able to, she would have frozen time long before it reached such a point.]

I know that all too well.

[ancestuous]

Yuuki.

[Frozen like a rose in resin, perhaps?]

It's a difficult lesson to learn. [It only grows worse as the weight of a long life goes on, if one lets it.]

[sunflowering]

[.....D-Don't use that against her]

I already know what I have to do. I'm not looking to prevent that.

[What's done is done and she refuses to regret that decision. Even if it's...the most painful thing she's done within her entire life.]

But I can request that as long as I am within that place, that things remain as they are, until I return to where I should be.

[ancestuous]

We've both decided what we'll do, and all that's left is to do it.

Until then, however... Time is yours. [There's a vague hint of amusement. He's not insincere.] Be well where you are.

[sunflowering]

[No. No No. It's because of that path that she's forced on her current one. Even now she doesn't know how all of this came to be.]

And you? I never saw a future like this one. I never wanted it to end up this way.

[bloodyrose]

So there were things you weren't telling me. . .

[sunflowering]

[It's difficult to face Kaname, with everything in mind. But this right now is probably more painful. Fresh, and barely healed.]

What do you want me to say, Zero?

[bloodyrose]

[It's a good question, really, but—]

I can't put words in your mouth, or change any decision in your heart.

But I'm tired of having decisions made for me. I've never had a choice in all the major things things in my life, and I'm sick of it.

[sunflowering]

I'm sorry, I know...

[She hates that when it all comes down to it, she's done the very thing she detests.]

I'm only doing what I think is right.

[bloodyrose]

And you're hurting more than yourself in the process. You were the reason I even got so far as I am now; you can't just take that away!

[sunflowering]

I don't have a choice!

[Don't you understand!? Don't make this harder than it already is.]

You wont let me do what I have to do!

[overprotecting]

[ No idea what you're talking about. ]

What's wrong with you.

1/2

[sunflowering]

Nothing, nothing~!

2/2

[sunflowering]

You know how life can go sometimes. Especially with a difficult mun! But I haven't seen you in a long time, Kamui.

Re: 2/2

[overprotecting]

I haven't been around. [ Suspicious of your "nothing, nothing" ]

Your hair is different.

[sunflowering]

Yeah... I cut it. [Hacked it off with her scythe. At least she had it styled up to look a little nicer after that >_>; ]

What do you think?

[overprotecting]

[ You're asking him for an opinion? ]

It's... nice. [ Fails. ]

[withoutfangs]

Yu~uki! ♥ Turn that frown upside-down and come tell papa about a~ll of your troubles!

[Kaien is legitimately worried. Can you tell.

No, seriously.]

[sunflowering]

Headmaster... [In the past she's always been pretty open with him about things. But this...]

Err... it's been a while.

I'm just going to roleplay crappily at you don't mind me

[withoutfangs]

It has, hasn't it...

[He settles back a little bit, then turns his face towards her again, smiling again.]

It seems like more time has passed for you than me, though.

HUSH I love playing with you <3

[sunflowering]

That's the Mun's fault, isn't it? My own just likes to shake things up.

1/2 sob

[withoutfangs]

[His own mun hasn't even looked at him in almost a year...]

They're just having their fun.

2/3 I lied.

[withoutfangs]

[Suddenly serious though.]

Yuuki...

3/3

[withoutfangs]

Why did you cut your hair?