Kanaya Maryam (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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dear_mun2012-11-17 08:24 pm
colorpalette) wrote in dear_mun2012-11-17 08:24 pm
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I never thought this would happen. Ever.
This Is Usually Where A Futile Effort Is Made To Convince You To Do Otherwise Or At Least Thats What Ive Come To Believe From What Ive Seen
In Fact Id Even Be The Most Likely Character You Have To Attempt To Provide Counsel On What I Perceive To Be Pegged As A Misguided Decision
However Its The Variety Of Other Characters Youve Chosen In The Past That Have Me So Absolutely Set Against The Idea
Judging From All These Sociopaths Im Forced To Now Share Headspace With Ive Come To The Informed Decision You Are A Lost Cause
So Im Not Going To Bother
Just Wait Out The Inevitable Until Im Forgotten About And You Move Onto The Next One
I Can Wait
In Fact Id Even Be The Most Likely Character You Have To Attempt To Provide Counsel On What I Perceive To Be Pegged As A Misguided Decision
However Its The Variety Of Other Characters Youve Chosen In The Past That Have Me So Absolutely Set Against The Idea
Judging From All These Sociopaths Im Forced To Now Share Headspace With Ive Come To The Informed Decision You Are A Lost Cause
So Im Not Going To Bother
Just Wait Out The Inevitable Until Im Forgotten About And You Move Onto The Next One
I Can Wait
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Most Of Them Are Without Fail Completely And Utterly Horrible
First person to talk to Kanaya, a human version of herself xD
Well Perhaps Being Able To See Your Friends Will Make Things Better?
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So I Probably Wont See Much Of Them Before This Little Moment Passes
Shed Much Prefer Pushing The Burden That Is Eridan Amporas Company Onto Whatever Game It Is She Has Him In
Her Preference Of Him Over Not Just Myself But Pretty Much Any Other Troll Or Human Is Yet Another Reason Shes Probably A Lost Cause
Terrible Taste And I Just Dont Go Well Together You See
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[Mostly rhetoric; she expects it to be, and if not then she and her human counterpart are going to Have Problems.]
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Though The Frightening Part Of It Is It Is Rather Easy To Believe He Would Do It
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I Hope It Stays That Way For You
[Hope. Ha, she thinks to herself, though it's a very bitter thought.]
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It Would Be Even More Urgent For Myself Given My People Would Be One Such Targets Of A Genocidal Attempt
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what kind of sociopaths are we talking?
like, jack?
or that clown guy?
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And
Several Others Hailing From Universes Different To Our Own
The Kind That Make You Think Its A Good Thing Id Never Encounter Them Regularly
Then This Happens
And You Do
And Theyre Awful
the mansion = entranceway :D
and he doesn't hang out much.
and at the mansion there's...
i guess sherlock is kind of a douche.
ummmmm.
yeah otherwise we're doing pretty good, lately!
mostly okay peeps!
I almost app'd there once, heh. Not with Kanaya though
And What Does We Entail
Your Friends
Trolls
Or Just Residents of This Mansion Youve Become Acquainted With
ooh, who with?
hehehe.
there's me and dave and karkat and nepeta and sollux and latulawhoiguessisnotactuallyterezi.
and then there's a bunch of other great people too, of course.
but i figure you'd be happy to see karkat and everybody the most, right?
Sollux, I think. I don't really remember.
But
Youre Right It Would Be Nice To See Karkat And The Others Again
Im Just Not Certain If My Mundane Is Confident Enough To Actually Play Me
Theyre Fairly New At Writing Me
And As I Said Before A Far Cry From Their Usual Choice Of Character
aaah ok. must've been a while ago, then. our sollux has been around a while. kan always leaves tho:(
you sound okay to me!
and i mean...
the mansion takes some getting used to anyway!
you'd probably sound crazy even if you were totally yourself, hehehe.
especially if you're still all sparklepirey.
are you.
are you a sparklepire.
hehehehe.
I might consider EW if I do app her anywhere but I'll probably try her out a bit more first
I Am Still A Sparklepire
When It Comes To Epidermal Illumination And Non Fatal Bloodrinking Im Simply The Best There Is
Et cetera
Though Id Like To Point Out The Correct Term Is Rainbow Drinker
fair enough!
okay you have to come and menace karkat for blood, clearly.
preferably where i can watch and laugh.
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After All Ive Managed To Develop A Near Painless Method So It Shouldnt Register As More Than A Slight Prick
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that's good!
i mean i wouldn't want him to get hurt just
you know
stalked a little.
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I Take It Thats What Youd Like To Happen
Just A Little Scare
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and then you hiss at him a little?
something like that, hehehe.
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A mind full of sociopaths?
Wouldn't the rational thing to do be to attempt some sort of psychological assistance?
Perhaps you could engender a sense of self not apparently tied up in a series of amoral crackpots?
Or at least provide a beacon on the opposite side of the morality spectrum.
Either way, giving up hardly seems to accomplish anything.
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But Unless This Becomes A Thing I Dont Think Ill Be Staying For Long
And I Very Much Doubt Its Sustained Existence As A Thing
So I Dont Think Ill Be Making Myself Comfortable Between Any Of Them For Now
If By Some Chance Im Around For Much Longer Ill Consider It
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I know you can be a bit gloomy, Kanaya, but really.
If you want to remain where you are, then provide some reason for it to happen.
Don't simply allow yourself to vanish without putting up a fight.
Or at least a good argument.
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No Thats The Thing I Dont Really Want To Stick Around
Which Is Exactly Why Im Not Trying
Im Sure There Are Better Places To Be Outside Of Our Established Universe
This Is Not One Of Them
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Once you're 'here,' as far as here can be defined anyway as the confines of some human brain where you are forced to reside while they decide what to do with you, you don't generally ever get to leave.
You may be forgotten, shuffled into some dusty corner of said mindscape to languish until they remember you, but you don't actually receive a pass back to our universe.
At least, not from any of the research I've been able to gather from others trapped in a similar limbo.
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Well
Uh
I Guess This Entire Post Just Looks Like A Lot Of Melodramatic Nonsense To People Who Know That
Which Apparently Is Everyone But Me
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Before the soul-crushing realization kicks in and they resign themselves to a constant life of shuffling from game to game at the pointless whim of some never-sated mundane.
So you shouldn't feel all that bad about it.