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Bucky Barnes ([personal profile] kneecaptain) wrote in [community profile] dear_mun2012-02-02 09:01 pm
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re: winter soldier #1

There you go. Not really dead, and still better off than Jason Todd.
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[personal profile] bests 2012-02-05 03:39 am (UTC)(link)
No, I haven't seen your file, though I imagine it's quite a read.

I just can't see you putting up with someone who still looks at you like that for long, which would mean they don't matter much to you in the long run. Am I wrong?
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[personal profile] kneecaptain 2012-02-05 04:32 am (UTC)(link)
Come on. I put up with a lot of crap.
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[personal profile] bests 2012-02-05 04:37 am (UTC)(link)
Personally insulting crap or things like your friends being slobs?
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[personal profile] kneecaptain 2012-02-05 04:43 am (UTC)(link)
I don't think it's an insult.
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[personal profile] bests 2012-02-05 04:45 am (UTC)(link)
People stubbornly seeing sixteen year old you instead of the you that's here now? What isn't insulting about that?
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[personal profile] kneecaptain 2012-02-05 04:57 am (UTC)(link)
I liked who I was, then.
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[personal profile] bests 2012-02-05 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
That doesn't matter.
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[personal profile] kneecaptain 2012-02-05 05:00 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, it does.
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[personal profile] bests 2012-02-05 05:05 am (UTC)(link)
... So is it the you now you don't like, or is it more the not-you in between when you were sixteen and now? Both?
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[personal profile] kneecaptain 2012-02-05 05:11 am (UTC)(link)
Neither. I'm fine. [Mostly true! He likes his shitty, shitty life.]

But, God— sometimes I'd give anything for it to be 1944 again.
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[personal profile] bests 2012-02-05 05:21 am (UTC)(link)
[ welp. that would explain a few things. ]

Oh, Bucky... That wouldn't change anything. Not really.
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[personal profile] kneecaptain 2012-02-05 05:27 am (UTC)(link)
A lot's changed since then. A lot.
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[personal profile] bests 2012-02-05 05:29 am (UTC)(link)
I know. I meant it wouldn't change anything for you. You'd just be that kid again, probably hoping the war would end soon. Or if you somehow made it back as you are now... You've spent too much time here to be able to seamlessly fit back in, even if that's what feels like home.

... I'm sorry.
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[personal profile] kneecaptain 2012-02-05 05:46 am (UTC)(link)
I know I can't go back.
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[personal profile] bests 2012-02-05 05:51 am (UTC)(link)
... For what it's worth, I liked having you around this time period.
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[personal profile] kneecaptain 2012-02-05 05:59 am (UTC)(link)
It wasn't so bad.
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[personal profile] bests 2012-02-05 06:04 am (UTC)(link)
I'm glad.
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