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Hey! Listen up!

Don't y'dare go considering playin' that zombie wielding, sword carrier over me. You haven't even seen her in combat yet! Besides, I was here first. You go applying for anyone else, it's gonna be me.

Got it?

Are you even listenin' to me?!

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Wait, what?! They wouldn't do that, would they?

It hasn't happened to me yet but it did happen to a guy I spoke with a few weeks ago. One of those meme things.

Yeah, avoidin' those things. I guess she's looking at games, y'know?

You never know, it might happen in a game too, especially if you go for one like

the_love_hotel. [Shrugs.] I'm just glad it wasn't me.

I'm not goin' anywhere like that! No. Nope. Not happenin'. Not after some of the things I've seen that people want to see of me. Nope.

Believe me mate I wouldn't want to go there either.

If only it was something people wanted to see of me! There already are some nasty stuff about me online which I would rather not have. Sure it's rather tame but I don't want people to see stuff like that!

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Exactly! That's what I'm saying. What are they thinkin' with this shit?

'cause they're horny and wants to play out smutty sex scenes. Y'know even my Mun was looking into one of these sex games!

Really? Awww, man, that sucks. Avoid all that shit. I mean, nothin' wrong with sex but not when they're throwin' you at people and weirdos and stuff.

You don't got much to say about that once the Mun has decided. But I aim to avoiding it all. But good luck mate in finding a fitting game. Can't see my Mun getting a game for me anytime soon 'tho. That's fine for me but can't say what happens once me Mun finds a cast mate for me. [snorts] More like finding a needle in a haystack, that's.

There's got to be a way to persuade them or somethin'. Mine's looked at a couple but not sure she'll stick with it. She's got issues, man. You've got no idea how many.

You can try. I hear some people like us has been able to persuade their mun.

I know how it's to have issues, trust me. Mine screwed my life up.

How? Not the persuading but how'd they screw up your life?

[Rubs his eyes] I lost something very important to because of them. I couldn't express my feelings and show how much I really care. My boyfriend and I fell out over it. [Steadies himself with a deep breath] We fell out and he drove off and... and he crashed because of me. I just tried to call him to make him turn back but instead he had that horrible accident. He got hurt very bad and got depressed... he didn't want to live any more so I did as he asked: I killed him. [Snuffles slightly.] All because I couldn't tell him that I loved him. If I had he wouldn't have drown of and the accident wouldn't have happened. No matter what people say I won't change my mind. It was my fault, all of it. [Shakes his head slowly] I was stupid.

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[Twice Scout started to open his mouth before stopping himself. Hey, every now and again even Scout could learn to shut up. Sometimes.]

Hey. Not that you've got reasons to go listenin' t'me but you didn't make it happen. Shit happened and it sucks, don't get me wrong, but you go around spendin' yer whole life blamin' yerself and yer always going t'be miserable and what's the point in that.

[Snorts]

I gotta learn to live with it ey? That''s what every chuffin' person has said! Not even the court found me guilty. [Shakes head] It was my choice and I paid for it big time so don't give me that bullocks.

Whaddya want? You want me to call you a few names and blame ya, I'm cool with that. I'm good at runnin' my mouth until people get pissed and take a shot at me.

But you and I would both know I'm tellin' ya whatcha wanna hear.

The truth then? Life sucks. You never get whatcha want, you can't change it and yer freakin' gonna die. Ain't that wonderful? Better now?

[Just give him a sec, he's not used in people talking back to him]

You ain't telling me anything I don't know. Yeah life is a pain and I'm not that interested in living it right now. I'm tired at people saying it'll be alright 'cos it won't. Ain't no surprise there, ey? Say whatever you want, I don't care.

So what? Gonna swallow a bullet? Boy, that's a cowards way out, ain't it?

[Annoyed glare]

Don't be daft. I'm fine, alright? I can handle it. [spoiler: no he can't.]

Riiiiiight. Suuuuure. This is handlin'.

You don't have a gun, do you?

What are you going on about?

No. [Scrunches his face]

What I'm goin on about is yer a bit scary with the rage. Wouldn't wantcha hurtin' yerself or anything.

[Clenches his fist]

What's that to you, huh? Why do you care?

Hey. None of my business.

[He held his hands out as if unarmed meant not dangerous.]

No skin off my nose. Not like most of the world isn't out to finish things for you.