New (and rather unexpected) muse; voicetest

[hatestherain]

You shouldn't feel sorry for me. I know what I want. What I've always wanted.

There isn't anything else.

[And besides... she thought the mun didn't like this canon much, anyway]

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[antagonises]

Now that sounds final. I like it.

[hatestherain]

[Bella isn't the forceful type. Even when she speaks now, about this, she's quiet. Hesitant.]

I have to make her understand.

[antagonises]

Oh, conflict. Now that's something to work with.

[manicpixiedreamgirl]

Oh Bella, don't be such a drama queen.

[hatestherain]

[This is important okay B|]

She won't.... [She breaks off for a brief pause, shakes her head just slightly] She won't listen.

[manicpixiedreamgirl]

[See that Look, Bella? It means Alice is disappointed in you.

Not much, thou, she still loves you.]

They never listen. All you can do is put your foot down on some things. No waffling.

[Because we all know you love to waffle.]

[alwaystraveling]

My mun wants me to say I saw your boyfriend two days ago here.

[hatestherain]

[Stop. the. presses.

Whatever was going through her mind? Now officially gone. Out the window with a vengeance. Her breath shortens, and her eyes are wide.]

Edward? You saw.... Edward?

[alwaystraveling]

Yes. We weren't introduced or anything; I just reassured him that time wouldn't pass in his absence, so it wouldn't affect you.

eeeee

[174awhile]

[ Not knowing what she's referring to is maddening. He's not sure how to proceed. After all, in this place, nothing is a given. And so he treads lightly, carefully constructed amusement veiling a deep-seated concern. ]

Care to enlighten the rest of us? Or should we start guessing what it is that you want?

hello! :3

[hatestherain]

[It's been so long. So long since that day he left her there, alone. So long that the hole in her chest is a familiar constant, one that grows and eats her alive more and more with each passing day. A significant part of her wonders if this is a dream.

But there's no mistaking. This is the owner of the voice she's been so desperate to hear, so desperate she's been willing to risk anything. He's here. He's here, he's with her, he's...--

Her breath catches in her throat.]

You know.

hello you beautiful person you

[174awhile]

[ His eyes flicker to her lips but just as quickly look off to the side at nothing in particular. ]

If I knew, I wouldn't be asking, I- [ "would have already given it to you." ]

If you don't want me to pry, I won't. But you should expect questions if you go around saying vague things like that.

[swamtofrance]

It's good to know what you want, Bella. Your mundane shouldn't worry.

[hatestherain]

[Oh, hi, Carlisle. She smiles]

I don't think she's so easily convinced.

OOC: I hope you don't mind a little neurology. I couldn't help myself.

[whatisreality]

[looks at Bella - looks at his mun - scowls]

And, pray tell, what is it you want?

[Also, how can a teenager be so sure about anything they want?]

Not at all! 8D Also, I... really need to catch up with this show ghdjfsd

[hatestherain]

[But that's the thing about teenagers, don't you know? They're always sure that they know what they want. And this one is so certain it pretty much hurts.]

I want to be with him.

[eyeroll]

There's always something else.

[hatestherain]

[Oh, Rosalie, you are the kick in the pants this girl needs. Unfortunately, though, Bella is pretty set and stubborn.]

Not for this.

[manicpixiedreamgirl]

That's what I told her, but she won't listen.

[madcuriosity]

What is it you want, Miss Bella?

[hatestherain]

[Oh gosh. How do you explain this to someone who's so young? Well, she'll give it a shot.]

To be with... [She takes a pause] ... someone special.

[affectuous]

You should follow your heart, Bella. In my experience, that's all there is.

[hatestherain]

[Thank you, Esme. She appreciates that support. And the support you've always given her.]

Try telling my mun that.

[poenae]

I thought I smelled something. [ Sorry, Bella, she's still stuck in Twilight-era and... not liking you ]

[hatestherain]

[Wow, rude much? It's okay, though. She's used to this by now.]

Good thing I'm not trying to hide.