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Dude, I don't think yelling my kingdom for a Scott is going to get us anywhere.

We don't have a kingdom.

Just saying.

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Baggage. [ He breathes out. ] From the fire.

[ Staring at him. ]

You're allowed to move on, you know that, right?

Not yet.

So what? You just put your life on hold?

If I have to. There are more important matters to deal with.

Yeah, sure. Because that's healthy.

Do you have a better suggestion?

That you deal with your issues and possibly save everyone's life in the process.

That's not how things work.

No, they always end up with your man pain leading us all to our doom.

[ And that earns Stiles a stern glare. ]

You know it's true.

Not all of the time.

Mostly though.

Shut up.

You know it's true.

Shut. Up.

What? Can't handle a little truth?

[ Whatever it is, Stiles snapped whatever it was that was keeping all those thoughts back. Panic rising up into his voice and threatening to break out into a shout. ] How am I supposed to deal with that much death, that much betrayal and fault when all of it is mine? My family, my home, my love, my hope-- All of it...

I can't do it. I just - I might not be able to ever do it, okay?

It wasn't your fault, you were a kid.

[ He has no idea how someone could keep walking around with all that guilt. ] But we need you to work on it. You know what you're like when you get caught up in your head. We need you to be clear.

Just because I was a kid, doesn't excuse anything. I should have known better.

[ He had no idea what to say to the rest though. He knew he needed a clear head to make the best decisions but how was he supposed to do that? ]

Dude. [ How does one even help Derek Hale get over his myriad of issues? ]

[ Through constant reassurance and not putting up with his bullshit. Having a sense of humor also helps. ]

I should go before my man pain causes any more problems.

[ Glowering at him. ]

You know that's not what I'm getting out. You just want to be a jerk and twist my words.

It's easier that way. [ He's aware that it's exactly what he's doing and he's not afraid to admit it. ]