Billy Cranston (
morphitudinous) wrote in
dear_mun2012-06-23 01:49 pm
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on his game's demise
So in the end we never made it through. The war's lost. Is trying again in another location even a possibility for us, or is this where we say goodbye? If I could give my opinion on the matter...
It's been a long time. I'm tired, and I've been through a lot of pain that turned out to be all for nothing. Part of me wants to surrender, throw in the towel, and never speak of it again. I can part with my memories, return to my old life, and live through the natural course of events, but those don't end any more positively than this.
On the other hand, I know that there are other crises out there. And even if I won't remember any of this, we both know now that I'm strong enough to stand on my own and fight. I won't become exactly who I am now again, but maybe I'll be even better. Or worse, possibly, but I think I've had enough pessimism for one day.
That's not a solid opinion, is it? Sorry.
It's been a long time. I'm tired, and I've been through a lot of pain that turned out to be all for nothing. Part of me wants to surrender, throw in the towel, and never speak of it again. I can part with my memories, return to my old life, and live through the natural course of events, but those don't end any more positively than this.
On the other hand, I know that there are other crises out there. And even if I won't remember any of this, we both know now that I'm strong enough to stand on my own and fight. I won't become exactly who I am now again, but maybe I'll be even better. Or worse, possibly, but I think I've had enough pessimism for one day.
That's not a solid opinion, is it? Sorry.

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She keeps telling me to stop fussing, there are RPM Rangers there now already, but she has this thing where she laughs gleefully and tosses me into more and more disturbing situations. So we'll see.
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...or should I be worried? My player has a fondness for disturbing situations as well.