re: au musebox shenanigans

[chemeia]

Seriously? You're planning a whole storyline based off this crap? And now you're trying to drag other people into it besides Al's mun.

You're batshit, lady.

I liked the stuff where I beat the crap up Lelouch and Light better. Supposed to be having a drink with Kallen and Suzaku, y'know.

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[roy_mustang]

I'd prefer to set your gender aside and call it an old, nostalgic habit.

[chemeia]

Oh, right, I see how it is.

[ The banter has always been something she secretly enjoys, even if she'll always deny it. ]

Y'know, I never did ask how you got the— [ Reaches a gloved hand up to gesture at her eye that mirrors his. ] Al said you managed to kill the Fuhrer, but he didn't know the full details.

[ Another beat and she's recalling their conversation on the way to the Wag district. Of revenge and what it truly means to be an adult... ]

Was it worth it?

[roy_mustang]

It's not a very interesting story, especially if you already know the ending. As for regrets... It was never about some finalized, end result, or being "worth it."

[chemeia]

Something more important that our selves... right?

[roy_mustang]

What about you? [He never did know, in specifics, what he was going off to achieve that was more important than the goal he joined the military for. It's an odd feeling, for one who used to know his every move, all over the nation.] You've still got a healthy ego, I'd imagine... Do you still have something more important than yourself?

[chemeia]

[ Her lips curl just a bit, the shadow of her familiar, arrogant smirk combined with the kind of wisdom unexpected from someone her age. ]

All that time on the other side of the Gate... made me realize something. Me an' Al, we always focused on our dreams, on our goal. That's why I joined the military, after all. I focused so much on saving Al and then trying to get back that I forgot something important.

[ She tilts her head slightly, brushing hair behind an ear. ]

War and suffering, they're products of our desires. Everything we do has a consequence. So we can't keep pretending that what goes on around us doesn't matter. It doesn't matter what world we find ourselves in. We have a duty to protect it. So that's what I'm gonna do.

[roy_mustang]

So that's your happiness, now.

[chemeia]

Happiness... [ A snort. ] Maybe. I guess you could say that. Still seems like I'm missing something, but the Gate's closed. There's no going back.

What about you, Colonel?

[roy_mustang]

That's just a sense of ennui that comes when you no longer have any say in things, after finalizing a decision. There's nothing missing but the anxiety of unfinished business you carried with you for years.

[He won't answer about himself.]

lmao almost responded as al =A=;;;

[chemeia]

[ Don't think she doesn't notice that, Colonel. ]

Does seem weird. Not having that goal anymore like I did. But I don't mind.

You're avoiding the question, y'know.

I've almost responded on my Greed account a few times. Now THAT'D be awkward.

[roy_mustang]

You do have a goal, don't you? To protect what you've got.

we are clearly awesome /o/

[chemeia]

Yeah, that's true. ...Colonel.

[roy_mustang]

You don't really have need of a Colonel to report in to, or to clear the way ahead for you anymore... You're fine on your own now, aren't you.

[chemeia]

That's not what I meant and you know it. But I should figure you wouldn't explain yourself. You so rarely did.