dear_mun | Voice Test

I suppose I can understand the desire to pretend to be someone else, take on their aspect and live their lives through their stories but I must say this whole business is a bit unsettling. Now me, I'm a man that believes in free will. At least I'd like to, but you're certainly making it hard on me.

You say you want to give me a chance to be a hero. You must have me mistaken for someone else, miss. I play a hero on the stage. Any act of heroism I did was just that, an act. I have no desire to put myself in any actual danger for your benefit or anyone else's.

And I certainly have no desire to be thrown into another world full of danger and weirdness and phobias. You know I'm a coward, you know I'm anxious. Why you want to send me into adventure? Sure, ok, I'm always on the road in dangerous places and surrounded by Sparks, but that's just it, I'm always running. And I trust them, mad as they are. They care about me. I have no desire to be somewhere without the rest of the Circus.

I don't want to make anything of my own life, I don't want to leave a mark on the world. I just want to bring stories wherever I go. Keep the stories alive and the people in love with them. I'm a vessel to carry on memories. I don't make stories of my own.

Just let me have my stage and my fun.

((ooc: Lars baby this is not loose enough prose for you I'm sorry. This is your first voice test give me a break. We'll get better, promise.))