Josephine "Joey" Anne Loxley (
colorful_distractions) wrote in
dear_mun2017-12-05 08:06 pm
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Looking for games, voicetesting (X-posed to dear_player)
Turn off the punk music, dude, or I'm out already. Punk is for rebels-without-a-clue who need to reaffirm their independence through false pretensions of toughness and masculinity that ultimately result in a codependent need for validation via their subculture.
[The fact that Joey said all that in one breath probably has a lot to do with her rapid-fire, clear enunciation and steady tone; clearly, she's had to give speeches before, and equally evident is her disdain for having to do so. Adjusting one of the many, many bracelets on her arms, she fidgets slightly with mostly-concealed nerves, waits for the music to change to something she can use to focus her own thoughts as well as drown out the less useful ones.]
Right. So, I'm not sure pointing out why I don't want this personally would work. Instead I'm gonna go with trying to be logical: what games need a technomancer? Now narrow that initial search's results by 'would allow OCs' and 'wouldn't drive me right over the edge'. I need my music, my beads, all that stuff that I use to unwind, or I start making poor decisions. I certainly can't go anywhere without computers since then I go from a loser with a skill that makes me worthwhile to that chick with too much hair dye and no people skills.
Besides, I have a helping-people-thing. Call it a complex if you want. I mean, I wouldn't, brosef, but you've gone ahead and called everything else I do an escapist complex or a coping mechanism or other fancy terms utilized to attempt to cover up your vast lack of knowledge of the psychological and sociological phenomena that make up my life. I need to be useful or no dice. I've made some bad decisions in my life - glitch-hop, anyone? - but I always make it a point to crash and burn the bad guys. It's all I've got to get me out of bed in winter when the live show season dries up, y'know?
Get it for me or get out of my face. I've got a new DJ Kutski set to listen to.
[The fact that Joey said all that in one breath probably has a lot to do with her rapid-fire, clear enunciation and steady tone; clearly, she's had to give speeches before, and equally evident is her disdain for having to do so. Adjusting one of the many, many bracelets on her arms, she fidgets slightly with mostly-concealed nerves, waits for the music to change to something she can use to focus her own thoughts as well as drown out the less useful ones.]
Right. So, I'm not sure pointing out why I don't want this personally would work. Instead I'm gonna go with trying to be logical: what games need a technomancer? Now narrow that initial search's results by 'would allow OCs' and 'wouldn't drive me right over the edge'. I need my music, my beads, all that stuff that I use to unwind, or I start making poor decisions. I certainly can't go anywhere without computers since then I go from a loser with a skill that makes me worthwhile to that chick with too much hair dye and no people skills.
Besides, I have a helping-people-thing. Call it a complex if you want. I mean, I wouldn't, brosef, but you've gone ahead and called everything else I do an escapist complex or a coping mechanism or other fancy terms utilized to attempt to cover up your vast lack of knowledge of the psychological and sociological phenomena that make up my life. I need to be useful or no dice. I've made some bad decisions in my life - glitch-hop, anyone? - but I always make it a point to crash and burn the bad guys. It's all I've got to get me out of bed in winter when the live show season dries up, y'know?
Get it for me or get out of my face. I've got a new DJ Kutski set to listen to.

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If this is a standard gauge of your lack of filter, you'll tell it to me again anyway, man.
I look after everyone I can even when it drives me to the point of blacking out from exhaustion but I don't hand my life story out to anybody who I speak to, I don't go into the ways my powers cost me a normal life and I don't bring out all my inner demons for sympathy points at random. You're not the only one who's got baggage, brosef, but you may have noticed there's a serious lack of other people going around playing the here's-my-life-story card, and that's because it's really, really not a normal thing to explain your family history, title, powerset and personal tragedy to somebody whenever you meet them. You know most people have conversations more to the effect of 'how are you, what do you do, what do you like', and build from there, right?
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