Josephine "Joey" Anne Loxley (
colorful_distractions) wrote in
dear_mun2017-12-05 08:06 pm
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Looking for games, voicetesting (X-posed to dear_player)
Turn off the punk music, dude, or I'm out already. Punk is for rebels-without-a-clue who need to reaffirm their independence through false pretensions of toughness and masculinity that ultimately result in a codependent need for validation via their subculture.
[The fact that Joey said all that in one breath probably has a lot to do with her rapid-fire, clear enunciation and steady tone; clearly, she's had to give speeches before, and equally evident is her disdain for having to do so. Adjusting one of the many, many bracelets on her arms, she fidgets slightly with mostly-concealed nerves, waits for the music to change to something she can use to focus her own thoughts as well as drown out the less useful ones.]
Right. So, I'm not sure pointing out why I don't want this personally would work. Instead I'm gonna go with trying to be logical: what games need a technomancer? Now narrow that initial search's results by 'would allow OCs' and 'wouldn't drive me right over the edge'. I need my music, my beads, all that stuff that I use to unwind, or I start making poor decisions. I certainly can't go anywhere without computers since then I go from a loser with a skill that makes me worthwhile to that chick with too much hair dye and no people skills.
Besides, I have a helping-people-thing. Call it a complex if you want. I mean, I wouldn't, brosef, but you've gone ahead and called everything else I do an escapist complex or a coping mechanism or other fancy terms utilized to attempt to cover up your vast lack of knowledge of the psychological and sociological phenomena that make up my life. I need to be useful or no dice. I've made some bad decisions in my life - glitch-hop, anyone? - but I always make it a point to crash and burn the bad guys. It's all I've got to get me out of bed in winter when the live show season dries up, y'know?
Get it for me or get out of my face. I've got a new DJ Kutski set to listen to.
[The fact that Joey said all that in one breath probably has a lot to do with her rapid-fire, clear enunciation and steady tone; clearly, she's had to give speeches before, and equally evident is her disdain for having to do so. Adjusting one of the many, many bracelets on her arms, she fidgets slightly with mostly-concealed nerves, waits for the music to change to something she can use to focus her own thoughts as well as drown out the less useful ones.]
Right. So, I'm not sure pointing out why I don't want this personally would work. Instead I'm gonna go with trying to be logical: what games need a technomancer? Now narrow that initial search's results by 'would allow OCs' and 'wouldn't drive me right over the edge'. I need my music, my beads, all that stuff that I use to unwind, or I start making poor decisions. I certainly can't go anywhere without computers since then I go from a loser with a skill that makes me worthwhile to that chick with too much hair dye and no people skills.
Besides, I have a helping-people-thing. Call it a complex if you want. I mean, I wouldn't, brosef, but you've gone ahead and called everything else I do an escapist complex or a coping mechanism or other fancy terms utilized to attempt to cover up your vast lack of knowledge of the psychological and sociological phenomena that make up my life. I need to be useful or no dice. I've made some bad decisions in my life - glitch-hop, anyone? - but I always make it a point to crash and burn the bad guys. It's all I've got to get me out of bed in winter when the live show season dries up, y'know?
Get it for me or get out of my face. I've got a new DJ Kutski set to listen to.

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I tend to limit myself to just a couple of powers. Though it's handy to be able to use powers suitable for the situation. I was more reckless when I was a kid than now. [Chris would argue that he still is reckless.]
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Dude, everyone was reckless as a kid. That's part of being a kid.
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Most kids doesn't summon dragons or make their parents shrink to keep them safe. Oh and it was that time I swapped my pregnant mother and my father's powers. Which lead to my dad experiencing pregnancy...
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I repeat: I am so, so glad I don't have your powerset. Because wow, that sounds like a lot to deal with. If you ever get a therapist, they'll have to write whole new psychology textbooks to cover that, bro.
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Trouble is that I can't tell a therapist about it. That said, it would probably help. Being attacked by demons every other week is exhausting.
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You could parse your words, see if you could get a therapist and just rephrase the hardest to swallow bits of it. Nobody should be going through this alone.
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I guess I could. But I'd say the best people to help me is in my intimate family. They have been through this before.
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Technomancy is basically controlling technology via your mind. Although it's more like I talk to machines and they do things for me, sometimes. Depends on how sophisticated a computer or program is.
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Ooooh that sounds fun. So you can like tell a computer to bring up your grades and it does that? Sounds nifty.
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If I did that the humans operating the computer would still notice. You've gotta be more subtle than that with it. Unless the person whose tech you're fiddling with is a jackass who has it coming, then you can just go nuts.
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Well I guess that's kinda expected. Still sounds really interesting to be able to do that.
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It can be. Sometimes you really don't want to know what's on someone's computer, though. And the first time I tried connecting my consciousness to the internet I passed out from a very literal case of information overload.
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Oh yeah that would be tertible. You might step into some porn of people pretending to be babies or like scat. Some people have really gross fetisches.
Also yeah I can see how the Internet would be overwhelming.
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I don't even remember what I saw the first time I tried to connect myself to the internet's dataflow. Just having wild fever dreams for a bit and waking up at my desk feeling hungover beyond your imagination. Even now it's a really rough ride and I've got to have extremely specific goals to get to, and it's gotta be a get-in-get-out job. No lingering allowed if you value your sanity. And I still haven't tried connecting my head to YouTube. It's not something I wanna try.
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But really, one must ask themselves, 'what games don't need a technomancer?" The answer is fewer than you'd think.
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Well I doubt if I go to a low-tech place I'd be all that helpful. Also, I don't like or play nice with magic. Makes my powers go all screwy if I get exposed to too much of it. So it's probably a shorter list than you'd initially think, and if this is worth doing, it's worth doing right, y'know?
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We're perfect for everything.
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