Road Kamelot ([personal profile] playfulsong) wrote in [community profile] dear_mun2015-07-14 10:27 pm

SPOILS! SO MANY SPOILS!

If you can't read what anyone is saying, then why are you crying?
showmystar: so shut your mouth! (we're the fools we lose our cool)

[personal profile] showmystar 2015-07-16 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
[a slow blink, the ??? practically palpable. then he does as he's asked]
showmystar: beautiful delusional career (I'll keep dancing through this)

aughhhh my heart

[personal profile] showmystar 2015-07-16 07:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[yes, he remembers the first time, and it wasn't exactly nice. God, everything is so complicated. this, though, surprises him. Allen was expecting a peck on the cheek for effectively calling her cute. this is touching. this is nice. his expression collapses, shocked and tearful]

Ah . . . [still alive. still human. everyone's getting hurt because of him, just because he's selfish. and despite everything, here's another person being so kind about it.

because he made her worry about him. she'll be okay. he stitches himself together and pulls Road's lunar form away, instead holding her in front of him. he gives Road a reassuring smile of his own]


We'll both we okay. [he says it like a promise. a finger pats her head] Thank you, Road.
showmystar: (I really fucked it up this time)

feels overloaaad! /lies on the floor and cries

[personal profile] showmystar 2015-07-17 12:04 am (UTC)(link)
[Allen's smile becomes pained at the edges. he never quite knows what she means when she says she loves him. does she mean the Fourteenth, or Allen? sometimes, even Allen isn't sure where his feelings regarding Road originate. the lines are beyond blurred.

but she used his name, so he'll take it. he nods, determined]
Even though it's selfish, I won't give up. Even if my legs stop and my arm rejects me, I'll drag myself forward.

. . . I care about you too, you know. I couldn't say why, but I do. So heal quickly, okay?