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regarding the dusting off of her muse, and possible app thoughts
so let me get this straight
just to make sure were on the same page here
youve decided to dust me off for the first time in sweeps
with your only idea being a game ending in two months
because you got nostalgic
and your other muses have long since rotted away
said ending involving a incredibly traumatizing apocalypse for the record
... actually, this could be fun!
its been a while since ive seen a good apocalypse
much less participated in one
besides english tidying up the dreambubbles i mean
and it was getting kinda boring waiting around for that to get to the fun parts!
so roll up your sleeves and lets get started mun! :D
just to make sure were on the same page here
youve decided to dust me off for the first time in sweeps
with your only idea being a game ending in two months
because you got nostalgic
and your other muses have long since rotted away
said ending involving a incredibly traumatizing apocalypse for the record
... actually, this could be fun!
its been a while since ive seen a good apocalypse
much less participated in one
besides english tidying up the dreambubbles i mean
and it was getting kinda boring waiting around for that to get to the fun parts!
so roll up your sleeves and lets get started mun! :D
please dont blow everything up aradia; tries not to make this too long, fails
The Dream Bubble Ambassador
Though I Never Really Got On Board With Meenahs Plan
It Was Really
Great
To Meet My Own Dancestor
I Was Worried At First She Wouldnt Like Me Or Maybe Even Know About How I Messed Up And Get Mad At Me For That
But She Was Nice And Taught Me A Lot Of Things
Im Sorry Your Dancestor Was
The Way That She Was
Im Sure She Has Her Reasons Which Would Make Things A Lot Easier To Understand
But I Still Prefer You To Her
At Least Of What I Know Of Her
I Guess We Should All Be Glad We Got The Jobs That We Did
Even If Some Of Us Failed In Our Jobs
And Only A Few Actually Reached God Tier
I Know Karkat Is Still Pretty Beat Up About The Frogs
It Was Probably For The Best Though That You Were The Time Player
I Dont See Anyone Else As Unphased About Death Of Doomed Timeline Selves Are You
In A Good Way
I Think Not Being Yourself Is a Very Hard Thing Not To Be
Even If You Try Really Hard You End Up Being The Person You Will Be Anyways
I Dont Think The Game That Im In Is One Many People Would Be Envious Of Though
And Its Kind Of Embarrassing To Talk Openly About It
So Ill Just Say That My Life Might End Up More Like Porrims Well Oiled Revolving Door To Her Quadrants Than I Had Initially Planned
she just wants to see everything burn whats so wrong with that; i feel it they just. keep going...
im not really representing anything
just trying to help the dead enjoy their stay before they inevitably fade into double death at the hands of one thing or another
to be honest me and damara didnt really get along very well
not for lack of trying!
but it ended up being the same problems over and over again so i just started avoiding her
which i feel a bit guilty about but i cant help her unless she lets me and shes pretty adamantly against that
so im kinda glad you got along better with porrim then we did eachother!
we were destined to fail no matter what
so i think we did pretty well with what we had!
all the doomed aradias were for a purpose in the end
just as the error in your frog was
i didnt know karkat felt so bad about it though
sorry :(
thats one way to look at it
and i cant really offer any good advice on that one
its well out of my areas of expertise
but i hope it doesnt end up being too
um
uncomfortable for you?
bad aradia, no corpse parties for you
I Cant Think Of Someone Better Suited To What You Are Doing
Just Dont End Up Double Dead Or Heroic Dead Along With Them
We Couldnt Even Have A Corpse Party For You If You Are Stuck In The Furthest Ring
Im Sure You Tried
And The Blame Can Be Put On Her For Not Being The Type Of Person You Couldnt Get Along With
Unless Maybe She Was Just Like You When You Were Still Alive
And Just Needed Someone To Try To Understand Her To Make Friends
I Wouldnt Really Know Though
I Think The Problem Is That We Never Really Will Know If Our Own Screw Ups Were Our Own Fault
Or A Fault In The Game That We Had To Make For The Game To Avoid Paradoxes And Doomed Timelines
So All We Can Do Is Try To Do The Right Thing And Hope For The Best
Like Karkat And The Frogs
He Feels Like He Failed Us A Lot Since He Had Declared Himself Leader Before He Really Could Know How Hard The Game Would Be
Not That I Think He Did A Bad Job Given What We Knew Back Then
I Do Want To Help Him Get Over His Mistakes Though
Not In A Romantic Way
You Know What I Mean
I Think It Will Be Just The Right Amount Of Uncomfortable
Like The Amount Where I Wont Be Likely To Flip Out
But Probably Never Really Be Happy
Thats The Feeling I Get Anyway
So Its About As Good As Anywhere Else I Guess
Do You Know Where You Might Be Going To
Game Wise
b-but mooooooom; also sorry for being a bit late! work happened.
i really dont plan on dying anytime soon!
especially since you guys wouldnt be able to throw me a party yes
that would be a giant missed opportunity :(
from what i picked up damara was a lot quieter then i was
im not really sure what happened there but i have some theories and none of them are pleasant!
even though beforus was meant to be far kinder then alternia
i think most of us got along better then our dancestors did
its a little bit of both i think!
sgrub is really confusing like that and its very frustrating
karkat held us all together as best he could and thats what counts
but hmmmm
not in a romantic way? are you sure there miss maryam?
no secret pale crush on our heroic leader? ;D ;D ;D
okay the winky faces are probably a bit much but i think theyre cute
and i know what that feels like
a permanent uncomfortable feeling that trails you everywhere
do you at least know anyone there? :(
i think im going to a place called adstringendum
if my mun can get the app finished in time i mean!
theyre having an apocalypse for the last two months of their existence given its a dying... game? im not sure of the terminology here yet
but my mun used to play there and vriskas apparently been there for sweeps so im excited to check it out!
fussyfangs says no; and no worries~! im just happy to have someone to tag with!
But Death Is Kind Of One Of Those Things You Cant Really Plan On Happening
A Lot Of Time It Just Sort Of Sneaks Up On You
Or Shoots A Hole In You Before You Can Really Do Anything About It
I Never Thought Of It Like That
Aside From The Homicidal Ones
And The Insane Clown Ones
And The Backstabbing Spider Ones
We Still Managed To Work Together And Actually Beat The Game
Until We Didnt
Um
No Those Wonks
I Mean Winks
Are Unnecessary Even If They Are Cute
I Think Karkat Is A Nice Person And Maybe He Would Be An Okay Moiral
But
Well I Think I Should Just Try To Be Mysterious Or Something And Not Say That I Think It Could Happen If I Wasnt Focused On Other More Flushed Things
No
The Closest To Knowing Anyone Are Some Of Our Ancestors
And Given That One Of Them Is The Infamous Marquise Spinneret Mindfang I Have Been Trying To Avoid Interacting With Her
For Obvious Reasons
Obvious Reasons Being That I Used To Be Interested In Vriska
Oh My Mun Has Been There Before
So Through Some Sort Of 4th Wall Breaking I Understand What That Place Is Too
I Guess Its Like You To Show Up Just In Time For It To End
My Mun Even Played With That Same Vriska
I Think Im Talking About Vriska Too Much
*storms off to room, slams door*; im rly excited about this rp, your kanaya is AMAZING aaa
i know death is always there when you least expect it
im just trying to deal with it on my own terms for once
but i do promise to be careful!
even with the occasional homicidal rampages we still worked together
we beat the game and more or less succeeded
it just kind of fell apart after that
hehehe if youre sure!
being preoccupied with another quadrant is a perfectly good reason
my lips are sealed for the time being
your mysterious reasonings are safe with me
oh dear
being around adult trolls on their own must be pretty spooky
let alone vriskas ancestor
i hope shes not being too overbearing on you!
or at least has things to keep her in check
avoiding her is probably for the best in any case
that poor fourth wall never did anything to anyone
but its nice to know it comes well recommended? i think?
it ended up being a happy coincidence of what we both wanted
i get to explore a dying time-fused reality for two months
mun gets to say goodbye to the game properly
being able to bug vriska is a bonus! :D
though if youd like i can avoid particularly serket-related topics from now on
oh wow thank you! im super new at her but im happy to hear that! I love your aradia!!
You Would Be The One To Trust When It Comes To Death
But Its Nice To Know That I Have Someone Who Understands What Its Like To Die
Then Again I Guess Most Of Us Ended Up Dying While Playing The Game Anyways
At Least We Have Another Chance To Win In This New Session
And Maybe Right All The Wrongs And Maybe Even Bring Back Dead People
I Want To Believe Thats Possible
If You Can Go In A Dream Bubble Why Cant People Come Out
Or Maybe Someone Will Just Go Back In Time And Make It All Just
Not Happen That Way
Thank You
I Appreciate Your Discretion
That Is Your Not Telling Anyone That I Don't Really Know What Im Doing At All When It Comes To Romance Despite How Much Time I Spent Trying To Help Other People In Theirs
Well
I Have Been Avoiding Her And Havent Spoken To Her Yet
I Know It Probably Sounds Childish But I Think Im A Little Afraid of Her
What If She Is Like Vriska In Every Way
Or Even Just In The Worst Ways
My Mun Enjoyed It While She Was There But The Character Was Not The Right Fit
I Hope That You Dont Actually Die When That Universe Dies
Maybe You Can Use All The Experience You Have In Restarting Universes Or Just Escaping Them To Survive
No Its Okay Im Not Afraid To Talk About Her
But I Do Feel Like Theres A Lot I Never Got To Say To Her
I AM THE LATEST REPLIER I AM SO SORRY my internet bill didnt get paid & it only just came back aaaaa
but i think you all got a taste of what it felt like when the dream moons got destroyed
oh well
im not sure if time travel could fix all that
or if it even works cross session
and me saying that is making my mun laugh so im a little alarmed!
as for the dream bubbles i dont think theyre going to exist much longer if lord english has his way
so if anybody wants out soon would be best
hehe
at least now you might get a chance to learn what its like!
make sure you have the best experiences you can
itll help outweigh the bad ones
thats not childish at all
its actually really understandable!
vriska always idolized her ancestor so itd make sense that theyd share similar traits
i mean she did basically make her flarp character into her
so in the interest of not starting any more revenge cycles staying away would be a good idea
i think my mun had the same problem last time she was there
something about an antisocial angry kid? shes not really making any sense
i dont plan to die there though
just observe! and maybe help people out if they need it
i do have a lot of experience with that i guess
yeah i think i know what you mean
i really do
oh jeez no worries no worries, welcome back!!
It Looks LIke There Might Be Something Big Happening That Makes What Most People Would Have Thought To Be Impossible Possible
But Im Not Sure What Even Constitutes As Impossible Any Longer And Im Just Going To Try Not To Think About It Too Hard
Your Upbeat And Confident Attitude Gives Me Some Amount Of Confidence
Like I Can Take On The World
So Thanks For That
Its Nice To Know That Almost Nothing Seems To Get You Down And I Wish I Could Be More Like You
Well So Much For Avoiding Her
She Kind Of Called Me Out On Doing Just That And I Had To Explain Why I Didnt Want To Introduce Myself
It Turns Out She Might Be A Lot Easier To Get Along With Vriska
But Thinking That Kind Of Thought About Serkets Before Has Gotten Us All Into Trouble
I Have Been Around Enough Anti Social Angry Kids To Understand That Feeling
I Mean Thats Kind Of The Par For The Human Lawnring Golfing Course
Dont Worry I Am Certain You Will Manage To Help People There That Is Something You Are Good At
thankyou ;w; i kinda worried you thought i ditched you or something
but its still usually the best strategy when it comes to paradox space
if something that big is happening though
then im really looking forward to seeing the result!
aww but you can take on the world kanaya!
youve always been a bit of an inspiration for me truth be told
how youve always been calm and collected throughout everything
its an attitude ive had to work at a lot
oh dear thats no good
or its
sort of good?
im not really sure how to quantify that
its not good that shes pushed you into that situation but its good that she might be more collected then vriska
but also not good again that she could be lying
thats a really tricky situation and im sorry you have to deal with this! :(
hehe i suppose that description does suit most of our friends doesnt it
this one apparently didnt like most of her... castmates? and really didnt like everyone else
so it made it hard to stick around
im pretty sure ill do better then she did anyway
especially at the helping people part!
so its a happy situation for everybody
aww not at all not at all :D
Which Is Honestly Something Im Interested In Seeing Too
Really?
Its Not That I Believe You To Be Speaking Falsely In Order To Stroke My Ego
But I Never Really Knew That
I Mean There Have Been Times Where Ive Been A Little Less Calm And Collected Than Other People
Sorry
I Think What I Want To Say In Response To That Is
Thank You Aradia
Its Not Like I Never Thought In My Wildest Dreams That Mindfang Would Go And Do Something So Vriska Like In Cornering Me
Or Is It Something Mindfang Like Given That She Came First Temporally But Not Ectobiologically
It Is Only One Of The Tricky Situations I Have Found Myself In Right Now
Including The One Where I Might HAve Found A New Matesprit Only To Have Rose Reappear Into My Life
I Feel Like When It Comes To Vriska Not Liking Her Castmates Is What Is Expected
She Was Mad At Me For Ignoring Her And Everyone Else For Hating Her
I Just Hope This Retjohn As Everyone Seems To Be Calling It
Helps Her And I Talk Again
So When You Rejoin This Dying Session
I Mean RP Game
Are You Going To Still Have Your God Powers
That Seems Like Something That Would Come In Handy
I Always Kind Of Wished I Could Have Gotten Mine
:DDD
but i dont think well remember this conversation so its kinda pointless
oh well
really really!
those moments just reinforce how much of a grip you have on things honestly
and youre welcome!
i think she sort of came first ectobiologically too?
given mindfang is technically aranea
so it would definitely be vriska emulating mindfang rather then mindfang accidentally being vriska
but that is a unfortunate plot twist and i dont know what to say other then oops
so uh
oops?
hopefully rose and/or your new matesprit understands?
the old character wasnt vriska, though from what i hear it applies to her as well!
but i dont really know how to comment on vriska hating people given
well the things that happened!
beyond that she did seem to genuinely regret it in the end for what it was worth
i hope you two mend your artificial land crossings as well
our group could sure use some happier friendships by now
as for my godtier powers
i
no i dont
due to the paradoxically mutilated nature of adstringendum i am just as mortal and time-stuck as everyone else!
again
i also cant communicate with or summon the dead due to something there really not liking people muddling up the afterlife
but ill still have my psionics
and vriskas there too so i should be fine right? :D
[yeah she's totally not really unnerved by that, what are you talking about]
having god powers is really fun though!
there might still be some way for it to happen?
i mean jade has her land with her quest cocoon on it if i remember right
my sprite knowledge is a bit lacking about cross-session mechanics but it might work...