regarding the dusting off of her muse, and possible app thoughts

[megid0nt]

so let me get this straight
just to make sure were on the same page here

youve decided to dust me off for the first time in sweeps
with your only idea being a game ending in two months
because you got nostalgic
and your other muses have long since rotted away
said ending involving a incredibly traumatizing apocalypse for the record

... actually, this could be fun!
its been a while since ive seen a good apocalypse
much less participated in one
besides english tidying up the dreambubbles i mean
and it was getting kinda boring waiting around for that to get to the fun parts!

so roll up your sleeves and lets get started mun! :D

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[psych0p0mps]

thats the spirit!
go for it!

[megid0nt]

apparently the endgame is simply to die for
so she really didnt want to miss out!
im just excited to see what all the fuss is about

[chainsawstick]

Do You Think You Maybe Could Be Less Enthused About Apocalypses In General
It Makes Me Feel Like IF You Had A Choice You Would Start One Just To See How It Goes
Even If I Guess We Already Kind Of Did That
Its Just That Repopulating A Planet Is Not As Easy As It Looks
And The Person In Charge Of That Is Liable To Make Mistakes
Is All Im Saying

[megid0nt]

weve already passed the point of not causing apocalypses i think!
its well out of my hands
so theres no real harm in going along for the ride
its so interesting to see how everything breaks apart! :)

though you make a really good point there
about repopulation and all
i dont think it was really an issue in sgrub since we were all going to die anyway
but the humans might be concerned about it!
hmmm
i will take your suggestions under consideration

[chainsawstick]

Sometimes I Feel Like Someone Should Remind You That Death Is Not Usually A Thing People Look So Fondly Of Aradia
I Mean Its Great That You Have Come To Terms With It
I Know I Was Pretty Upset When You Died And I Still Feel Like I Could Have Done A Better Job Preventing That Seeing How I Was Kind Of Close To Vriska Back Then

I Guess Im Still Kind Of Concerned About It For Our Own Race
I Had Planned To Use The Matriorb My Lusus Left Me To Bring Back Our Race When We Went To The Universe We Created
But That Didnt Go As Planned
Thank You Though
For Listening To Me Complain I Guess

[megid0nt]

i just dont see whats so wrong with being okay with death too
its all connected in the end after all
its not like im hoping that everyone dies or something
living is just as important and im certainly trying to stay alive!

and its not your fault that i died kanaya
its nobodys fault really
it had to happen otherwise so many things would have gone wrong
or never would have happened
and then wed be a doomed timeline and everyone wouldve ceased to exist so really its better this way!
one death instead of many

... except okay its maybe vriskas fault a little bit but i dont blame her for it anymore

im still sorry about your matriorb though!
just because it had to happen doesnt mean its any less emotionally taxing
and i dont think youre complaining kanaya but youre welcome anyway :D

[chainsawstick]

I Dont Think Its Like Just Being Okay With Death Thats Potentially Disturbing
But Its Something A Lot Of Us Really Dont Like And Would Probably Not Wish On People Easily
I Do Hope You Manage To Stay Alive And Reunite With Us In The New Session

I Guess Youre Right
But I Still Hate When Things That Had To Happen Are Bad Things That I wish Could Have Been Stopped
Like Everyone Dying
Thats One I Would Have Liked To Avoid

I Think You Are More Forgiving Than I Am
Even If They Had To Die I Don't Forgive Eridan For What He Did

But I Wish We Could Have Hung Out More When We Were Both Alive And In The Same Universe

holy shit i just keep rambling im sO SORRY

[megid0nt]

well im not wishing it on people either!
or
not right now anyway
i just think its healthier to enjoy life and or death when it happens

and i definitely plan to check in on everyone eventually
ill drag sollux along too
he needs to stop being an antisocial grumpy butt
just because ive got all the time in the world now doesnt mean he does!

everyone dying was
a bit of a bad end there!
and something i usually try to avoid
you should hear some of the things other-mes saw in the game it got really messy sometimes
ive just had a lot of practice in understanding what i can change and what i cant
lifes too short to get stuck on the little things these days!

i wish we couldve hung out more before i died too
we never really just talked for no reason did we?
it was always about the game or our friends or that one time i found dave's really creepy doll in the frog temple

hahah it is the way of the homestuck i think, to ramble!

[chainsawstick]

So Do You Think That I Was Wrong To Kill Eridan When I Had The Chance
He Killed Me First So I Thought It Was Fair To Pay Him Back A Little
I Dont Think I Could Have Just Been Okay Seeing Any Of My Friends Die

Sollux Seems Like He Is Doomed To Always Be An Anti Social Butt
But I Wish You Luck On Your Endeavors To Rid Him Of His Butt Like Ways
Is It Because You Have Flushed Feelings For Him
Not That Its Any Of My Business But Still I Could Understand If You Said Yes

I Spent The Last Few Years With Dave
Or A Dave
I Can Never Really Tell If The One I Was Talking To Was The Current Dave Or Another He Sent Back To Do Something He Didnt Want To Do
I Kind Of Wish I Had Your God Powers
Or At Least Some Kind Of God Powers I Feel Like I'm Not Really Very Useful As I Could Be

No Most Of Our Talks Usually Had A Purpose
Never Just To Say Hello
Or Ask Who You Might Have Some Kind Of Feelings For
But I Liked To Talk To You When We Did
You Were A Lot Better Friend I Think Than Vriska Even If I Didnt Notice It Until It Was Way Too Late

homestuck: we ramble so you don't have to.

[megid0nt]

honestly i dont blame you for killing eridan
im not the best person to give advice on avoiding cycles of revenge
i mean look how my life turned out!
and in that case at least it was pretty much kill him or watch him run off to bec noir
so i think you made the right choice
for what its worth anyway

and sollux
well
sollux and i are complicated
i dont think we ever really picked a quadrant and im not sure if it matters anymore!
he seems pretty hung up over feferi and im just glad were still friends

that is an inappropriate use of time powers from dave!
and i am completely disappointed that i didnt come up with it first
i wish you couldve gone godtier though
its actually pretty fun even if the wings are awkward at first
but youre really useful on your own
youre holding everyone together and you helped stop eridan and gamzee
that counts for something!

i liked talking to you too
vriska has a really persuasive personality and i kinda fell into her shadow a lot then
so i understand why nobody really talked to me much
it just means we have lost time to make up for now :D

they should thank us :]

[chainsawstick]

I Never Really Wanted To Be That Kind Of Person Who Gets So Mad They Have To Solve Their Problems In A Homicidal Rage
But I Think When I Am Killed Its Only Natural To Respond In That Kind Of Manner
Im Glad You Dont Think What I Did Was Wrong


Karkat Would Probably Like To Give You A Long Winded Speech About His Knowledge In Quadrants And How You Two Probably Should Pick One
But I Think Its Not Really That Important
As Long As You Two Are Friends Then I Guess Thats All That Really Matters
I Just Hope That He Doesnt Spend All Of His Not Death Searching Through Bubbles For Feferi While Ignoring You

Is It
I Thought It Was Just The Sort Of Thing That People With Time Based Powers Would Probably All Do
Like If You Didnt Want To Wait For A Coffee You Would Just Go Into The Future And Take The Coffee From Your Future Self
Then I Guess Your Future Self Wouldnt Have The Coffee
Im Really Unclear How That All Works


Um
Thats Very Kind Of You Aradia
I Never Really Thought About It Like That
I Think Now Im More Upset That We Never Were Close
Because You Are Definitely A Better Person Than Vriska
And Yes I Think That Now Is A Good As Time As Any For Us To Make Up For The Time We Might Have Lost
I Dont Know If You Heard
But Im dating Rose Now
Do You Remember Rose Very Well

praises sung in our honour and such! also lmao nice emotional whiplash there aradia 10/10

[megid0nt]

i dont think any of us wanted to be angry murderers
except gamzee maybe
but we do what we must to survive!

karkat was just as bad at quadrants as we were
i mean he and terezi flipped around so much that it was kinda ridiculous!
though i cant blame sollux for it really
i was dead for sweeps and he deserves to be happy too

see that just causes a completely unnecessary coffee-related paradox
because what if future-me then goes back and reclaims her coffee from past-me?
youd get this endless loop of doomed aradias
all determined to be the one with the coffee
itd be a mess
a delicious coffee mess but a mess all the same!

i didnt mean to make you more upset
im really out of practice with this whole socializing thing huh
vriska had her flaws but she was a kid like the rest of us
we all made mistakes even if they had to happen to preserve the timeline
but i uh
i only talked to rose once when we were on the meteor
and it was not a very pleasant conversation
i kind of yelled at her out of frustration and she didnt deserve that!
all of us meeting up at the green sun counts too i think but that was really brief
and i think i made everyone uncomfortable with the corpses thing




but im really happy for you!!! :D
i hope you two are happy being... matesprits im guessing?

aradia dont be so adorable kan cant take it

[chainsawstick]

I Should Have Probably Expected Eridan To Do Something Stupid LIke That Eventually
Maybe I Should Have Actually Auspitized For Him and Feferi
Or Anyone
He Really Could Never Make Up His Mind He Just Seemed To Want To Date Anyone In Any Way
But I Also Wanted To Believe We All Could Be Friends Too

You Missed It
Karkat Tried To Explain The Quadrants To Dave Who Has Been Having Some Kind Of Red Fling With Terezi
And Dave Really Hated It But Karkat Wouldnt Stop Trying To Explain How They Could Vacillate And Flip Quadrants
I Thought It Was Really Funny At The Time

I Think You Are Too Hard On Yourself Too
Which Might Be Funny Coming From Me
But You Deserve To Be Happy Too
I Still Wish You Could Have Come With Us

See
Thats What Im Talking About
I Can Barely Wrap My Head Around Any Of Those Time Based Shenanigans
I Think Ill Stick With My Failed But Maybe Turning Around Job Of Trying To Bring Our Race Back
You Can Stay The Cool Inexplicable Wielder Of Ghost And Doomed Selves

Um
How Do I Explain This
Im Not Upset Because Of Anything You Did
Just At The Way The Cards Have Been Dealt
For Anything To Go Right A Hundred Things Had To Go Wrong First
I Can Understand Being Mad At Rose Sometimes
She Has Been Difficult To Deal With The Longer She Continues To Drink Her Soporific Human Substances
I Kind Of Liked The Way Rose Was Before

Yes Um Thank You I Guess

terrifying and cute all at the same time. what have we done.

[megid0nt]

i think he just snapped to be honest
no amount of auspitizing would reverse him deciding swapping sides was a good idea
or i think thats what happened?
i missed that whole stretch of timeline so im sorry if im a bit inaccurate!

oh man poor dave
that mustve been a true spectacle to behold
i wish i couldve seen it but i guess its funnier if i didnt?
it makes for a nice story at least

but i am happy!
i get to visit everyone in the dreambubbles
and im alive again thats a thing too
i wouldve come with but i still have a really important job to do out here!
besides i think youre better off without me haunting up the place

it seems confusing i know
but time travel is really easy when you get the hang of it!
you just have to avoid thinking too hard about the paradoxes sometimes
otherwise you overdo it and end up causing them and then you have fifty dead yous to deal with
though i do have the most experience with dead mes
so maybe it really is the best that i stay the time player!

i was mostly just mad because she was doing the right thing by paradox space
but the wrong thing by sane logical standards
and i was sick of being paradox spaces seated barkbeast for causing casualty
but those wrongs then further make a right
eventually maybe but it happens!
though the soporific human substances is a wrong that probably doesnt end up being a good thing
so im really sorry to hear that and i hope you two come out of it okay :(

[dicey]

Holy shit!

[Have a mysteriously quirk-free Vriska, Aradia.]

goisdhg;sdlh HI THERE

[megid0nt]

hi vriska!

[blink blink at the lack of quirk, but aradia's rather good at rolling with odd occurrences]

helloooooo

[dicey]

Uh, hi. Are you actually coming HERE??? To Adstringendum? Because that's what I've been hearing through the grapevine!

swoons in the face of sempai

[megid0nt]

i never knew grapes could gossip so well
but yes that is the plan!
i heard that there was some big spooky death god around and i wanted to see it for myself
and coincidentally my mun wanted to say her proper goodbyes to the game anyway so
everyone wins!

[dicey]

No dumbass, it's an Earth human phrase! I know a ton of those now, you have no idea.

My player is excited, but I'm skeptical. Are you planning on being a huge pain in my ass?

[megid0nt]

if you say so!
i dont know why grapes would gossip though that seems kinda silly

and hmmm
are you planning on killing me again?

[she honestly sounds more amused then anything else.]

[dicey]

Nope. You're safe.

[megid0nt]

then were fine!
its that simple

it always amazes me how often I don't catch my wrong-journaling *before* I hit submit

[dicey]

No burning desire for revenge?

I feel it omg. it'd be worse if I still had my other muses but all I have is Ara now.

[megid0nt]

absolutely none!
everything happened for a reason and it worked out okay in the end
and itd be a little silly to hold a grudge for this long afterwards anyway

[dicey]

Wait. How long has it been for you?