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[princessofwinterfell]

(Sansa really couldn't be any redder. She is beginning to shame her hair.)

I - I…no! I wouldn't kiss another outside of my husband. The Hound doesn't count. That was before I was married. And Lord Baelish -

He surprised me. I wasn't expecting it and I certainly didn't initiate it.

I never wanted Aunt Lysa to hate me.

(The color fades until she is completely pale.)

I lied to her. For his sake. Where has the truth gotten me, Mun? Every time I told the truth, I was hit. But…

By lying, I was saved. The world doesn't make sense.

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[lifewithnoconsequence]

Sometimes lying is the best option.

[princessofwinterfell]

Don't you find that odd?

[lifewithnoconsequence]

Perhaps every now and again? Never really thought about it.

[In truth he finds it strange that people have not noticed all of the liars in the world.]

[princessofwinterfell]

I was taught to be honest. It never occurred to me that I would find myself in a place that applauded liars.

(Yet that's what happened.)

[lifewithnoconsequence]

So was I.

[Among many things, not that he follows most of those teachings by now. They were far too...complex and foreign for him.]

However, most of everywhere applauds liars, thieves and murderers.

[lt_blade]

Because many times people don't want to hear the truth. If it goes against what they believe, they'd rather shut the person up then hear it.

Sorry for my slowness. Work has been crazy. I'll look at the game on Saturday. <3

[princessofwinterfell]

I've found that the truth is either terrible or boring. Perhaps it is better to live in a world built on lies? Is it safer? How do you silence the guilt?

know the feeling. Next month promises to be hell for me at work too <3

[lt_blade]

Welcome to real life-it's either boring and settled or interesting and terrible.

The problem of living with lies is that the truth will either bite you when you least expect, or you soon except lies of everyone even when they're telling the truth.

For the guilt, if you need to lie to save someone, it's best not to think on the guilt. Or think what may've happened had you told the truth, that usually helps.

I'm settling into a new job and it's more physically active than I expected. Good luck next month!

[princessofwinterfell]

If I had told the truth - (Her voice trails off and she bites the inside of her lip. She knows Lysa would have killed her and maybe Littlefinger too.) I don't want anyone else to die. That's how I lost my father...

And perhaps even my brothers. (There is heavy guilt on her shoulders over those incidences - particularly where her father is concerned.) I was taught to tell the truth; I was taught to be honest and open with those with authority.

Yet those very people can be monsters too.

I work in catering..not that active, but a lot of hours on the feet

[lt_blade]

[There's a lot to read in her expression, in her posture.] I was taught to be honest as well, and to authority. It's something most people know well and will exploit.

STARK CHILDREN YES /COLLECTS THEM ALL

[catchallthecats]

Because people are idiots who don't want to be told the truth even if they claim that they do.

[A little huff of irritation, before her expression softened somewhat. This was her sister after all.]

You're... okay otherwise, right?

THEY'RE LIKE POKEMON.

[princessofwinterfell]

Arya... (She can't hold herself back. It's like her sister has come back to life. Sansa wraps her arms around the smaller girl and holds her tightly.) King Joffrey is dead. I'm safer than I was.

What about you?

ARYA IS ICE/DARK TYPE, SANSA IS ICE/FLYING

[catchallthecats]

[How could she ever be mad at her sister? Any irritation she felt towards Sansa just melted away when they were close again, and she flung her arms around the taller girl in turn, hugging her firmly.] Good.

I got away. When... when everything started. I'm safer too now.

I SEE IT.

[princessofwinterfell]

(Let's face it, underneath all of her quips about Arya being unladylike, Sansa loves her little sister. After experiencing one nightmare after another, she realizes how much time she wasted being mad at Arya. She should have -

Been kinder.)

I thought you were dead. (Her voice shakes.) I wanted to leave and find you, but I never had a chance on my own.

[burnscars]

[ Wait, "The Hound doesn't count"? What is she even talking about. ]

A terrible liar, you always were. If you must lie, little bird, you'd do well to try harder at making it believable.

Well this is embarrassing...

[princessofwinterfell]

(Why is he calling her a liar? Sansa looks thoroughly confused.)

Where did I lie? I admitted to lying to my Aunt Lysa, but I told no lie in this place.

poor sansa!

[burnscars]

A song is not a kiss. Even a septa knows that much.

Here we go... 1/3

[princessofwinterfell]

You took both -

(Wait. Her brow furrows as she thinks over that night.)

2/3

[princessofwinterfell]

(There had been a song... And there had been a kiss, right? She remembers it so vividly. The press of his mouth; the harshness of it and yet a certain sweetness nonetheless. But there's something almost...dream-like...about it too.)

3/3

[princessofwinterfell]

(Oh gods.

It never happened.

Her face flames with color and she turns away.)

F-Forgive me. I -

I don't know what I was thinking!

(Hell, her brain was probably just trying to give her a nicer memory - even if it was fake.)

[fearbringer]

If you didn't start it, then why are you worried about being blamed for it?

[princessofwinterfell]

It doesn't matter who started it. I can be held as guilty as him.

[fearbringer]

Legally, or morally?

[princessofwinterfell]

Morality have nothing to do with it. People do as they please. (She supposes that falls under the legal category.)

[lifewithnoconsequence]

Good deeds lead to horrible ones, and vise versa.