dear_mun | finally using acc

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finally using acc

Wow, after all this time...You never once tried using me! But better late than never I guess. Let's go and have some fun! Maybe we'll find Mikuo or Taito! You think they might be here?

If they are then we better get searching!

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...I suppose you wouldn't have to look too far.

You're hard to miss, Rinto.

Taito~ I didn't even have to yell for you!

[Rinto pounces on the taller male, a wide smile on his face as he hugged him.]

I'm really happy to see you!

[ Just blinks numbly at the sudden hug and quietly pats the top of the blond's head without hesitation. ]

Yeah...? You're probably the only one.

The others still think i'm too depressing to be around... or something.

No, don't say that! Your brothers like you too!

[He gave the other male a big grin.]

The others will warm up to you! You're a nice guy so they're bound to warm up any day now!

...They're really quite too loud sometimes. At least Kaito is... and Kikaito.

[ There's other things he could say but not really in the mood. Also not acknowledging you're right there, Rinto. His brothers do like him in their weird way. ]

Ah? I don't think I'd describe myself as that, exactly.

Akaito is fun to hang out with. Maybe we can all hang out together...

[He's still hugging Taito, Rinto is a touchy guy after all.]

You think of yourself too lowly sometimes Taito! I think you're nice.

It's possible. That guy is tolerable, after all.

[ What is physical contact?! If it were anyone else than Rinto hugging him, he might have gotten antsy but seems to be tolerating it for the most part and even offers something in way of a smile. ]

...Even with my habits? Most people don't see me as nice because of that.

Great! We could play video games~ I can see the look on his face when I beat him already~

[Rinto gave Taito a smile of his own.]

Hurting yourself is kinda scary to people but you're still nice to people.

You two have such strange reactions when you guys play those things. I really don't understand that.

[ Finally does move to lightly push Rinto a bit away from him with bandaged hands. Guess who's been at it again? ]

Mm-hm. Only to those I trust, though. I don't want to be kind to someone who could betray me.

I guess it just one of those bonds.

[Rinto frowned a bit but did do what he thought Taito wanted and stopped hugging him.]

You must really trust me then! I can't remember you doing anything bad to me.

[Save for when they first met and Taito wasn't a big fan of Rinto's sneak attacks.]

Yeah. You haven't given me any real want to hurt you.

I suppose that counts for something, doesn't it?

I guess so! I'm glad that you don't want to hurt me and I'm really happy I can spend time with you!

[ Shakes his head at that and lets off a soft sigh. ]

Your level of happiness and energy is almost exhausting, Rinto.

I don't mind spending time with you but I'll never understand why you can be so happy and outgoing to want to spend time with someone like me.

Again with the low self esteem, someday you'll see how good you are! I may be outgoing but others can find me to be annoying.

But it doesn't hurt me one bit!

[It does actually. No one wants to be avoided.]

[ Nods quietly and as if it was normal as talking about the weather, slips his ice pick out from one sleeve and taps it against his one leg idly while not caring if it ripped the material or not. ]

I don't think you're annoying. There are others who are worse than you.

Good! If you thought I was annoying I'd never bother you again.

[Rinto frowned when he saw Taito was at his old habit again, his hand moving to hold the ice pick in Taito's hand.]

Taito shouldn't try to hurt himself so much.

...Why?

It isn't like what i'm doing should bother them...

[ It's Taito's logic. His good eye focused on the hand that had stopped what he was doing, a light frown in place. ]

But it hurts...

[It hurts Rinto.]

It does...?

[ Damn it. Why you use this logic on him? ]

I know it hurts me but... is it hurting you too or something...?

I don't want you to hurt yourself.

[He'd sound stupid if he said it hurt him. But after a moment he mumbled softly.]

Yes.

[ Ah. That does make him falter a bit and he sighs softly, closing his good eye. ]

...I see.

I hurt myself to relieve stress, you know...

[ Trying to make an argument against Rinto isn't working. ]

If I stopped doing it around you, would it hurt you less?

Maybe we can find another way to relieve your stress?

I guess if you didn't do it around me...But, I don't want you to die! What if you do something and you die?!

I don't think that's possible.

[ Shakes his head and reaches out to place a bandaged hand on the other's head. ]

I don't want to die either. I'll never do it enough to kill myself if that's what you're worried about.

H-how would you know if you never tried?!

[Rinto grips Taito's hand when he felt the bandaged hand on his own.]

You...promise?

I have tried. That's the problem.

[ Nods softly in response to that without hesitation. ]

Yeah. I'm still alive now, aren't I? That should be proof enough.

Maybe we can find something together!

[He hugs Taito again.]

But....mistakes happen....

...if you really think that would work...

[ All of Taito's unsure ok. But nonetheless he's still very tolerant of Rinto because he likes the kid. ]

I haven't made one yet and I don't plan to.

We'll find something just right for you!

[He paused a moment before looking up at him.]

I'll be really mad if you do!

If you say so.

[ Rolls his eyes and smiles a little. ]

I don't see why, though. Being mad wouldn't do anything.

I wouldn't know what else to do!

[Taito's smiles always did soothe him. They just always seemed so warm and welcoming to him.]

Just...make sure you don't....And if you feel stressed out, call me! I'll drop what ever I'm doing and I'll be right there!

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