can't do it right now I'm sorry

[godofturntablism]

hiatus
the fuck you mean going on hiatus
you have threads going that you need to get on and pester those other nerds into getting to
you cant quit this shit now man
you have so much shit to do
please dont go

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[malignantrage]

A LOT OF MUNS GET BURNT OUT AROUND THIS TIME OF YEAR.
MINE IS TOO.
SOMETHING ABOUT FAMILIES AND HOLIDAYS AND STRESS
LIKE THAT HAS ANYTHING TO DO WITH ME.
HE HASN'T TAGGED MORE THAN TWO OR THREE THREADS ALL DAY.
THERE ARE THINGS I SHOULD BE DOING IN MY GAME
BUT I CAN'T
BECAUSE HE'S BEEN DOING NOTHING BUT SITTING AROUND WATCHING MOVIES AND DRAWING SHIT.
I HATE IT WHEN HE'S LIKE THIS.

[godofturntablism]

yeah see the problem with that is that this shit has been going on for months
and its not getting better
like ok every time he gets where hes kind of ok for a while
shit happens and it spirals right back down again
somewhere between feeling hopeless and completely worthless
and thats even without the familial shit

i was lucky enough that even when we had jack all when i was little
i had bro always being completely unwaveringly bro
like he was a universal constant
a solid fucking anchor that nothing could budge or change

mun doesnt have that
all he has is people doing their damnedest to make him feel like a fuckup
it doesnt help that hes really fucking easy to knock out of a good mood
has anxiety attacks almost constantly
i havent even been around and active that long but ever since i was brought from pesterchum over to dw there hasnt been a day he hasnt been fucked up over something
now he just wants to shut down completely
like pressing the power button on the substandard machinery that is his fucking life
then jamming the button into the off position
fucking that button up so nobody can fix it

i dont know man
there really isnt a damn thing i can do
none of us in here can
doesnt help that everyones pretty fucking quiet
karkat isnt even poking his head out really anymore and even gamzee is pretty much fucking silent

so basically in short this does not bode any kind of fucking well

[malignantrage]

WOW, THAT SOUNDS REALLY AWFUL.
I GUESS I UNDERESTIMATED THE SEVERITY OF THE PROBLEM.
YOU'RE PROBABLY RIGHT THAT THERE'S NOTHING WE CAN DO THOUGH.
THE SITUATION SOUNDS HOPELESS.
THERE ARE THINGS A PERSON CAN DO WHEN THEY'RE HAVING PROBLEMS
BUT WHEN OTHER PEOPLE ARE THE PROBLEM THERE ISN'T MUCH YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT
BESIDES AVOIDING THEM
BUT I KNOW SOMETIMES THAT ISN'T AN OPTION.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT KIND OF ASSHOLES HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN MAKE SOMEONE ELSE FEEL LIKE A FUCKUP
BUT THEY OBVIOUSLY DON'T KNOW WHAT THEY'RE TALKING ABOUT.

I GUESS I WAS LUCKY TO HAVE A LUSUS WHO WAS ALWAYS AROUND.
HE WAS REALLY CRABBY, BUT AT LEAST HE WASN'T GONE ALL THE TIME LIKE GAMZEE'S WAS.
THE MUN HAD PEOPLE AROUND HIM WHEN HE WAS LITTLE TOO, BUT THAT ISN'T ALWAYS A GOOD THING.
APPARENTLY IT'S A REALLY FUCKING BAD THING WHEN HUMAN GUARDIANS BEAT ON THEIR KIDS
I GUESS BECAUSE HUMANS ARE SO SOFT AND PINK AND WEAK THEY CAN'T PUT UP MUCH OF A FIGHT.
ANYWAY, HIS SITUATION IS SIMILAR TO YOUR MUN'S IN THAT HIS FAMILY MAKES HIM FEEL LIKE SHIT.
WHEN PEOPLE LIKE THAT ARE THE ONLY ONES AROUND IT'S BETTER TO BE ALONE.
SEEMS TO WORK FOR MY MUN
HE SAYS HE'S HAPPIER THAT WAY.

IT'S GENERALLY A BAD SIGN WHEN SOME OF THE MUSES DON'T SHOW UP AT ALL.
SHIT, I STILL FEEL AWFUL FOR WHAT HAPPENED WITH GAMZEE THE LAST TIME I TALKED TO HIM.
I JUST CAN'T SEEM TO DO RIGHT BY HIM NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY.
ANYWAY, I HOPE YOU ARE ALL DOING ALRIGHT
AND JUST
FUCK
GOOD LUCK I GUESS.

[godofturntablism]

humans in general are pretty fucked up bro
always hating and picking on each other for shit we really cant help
making each other feel like dirt for things that usually dont even involve the one getting yelled at in the first place
were all pretty much gigantic assholes dude
i really dont see why you took an interest in us
well
jades not an asshole
but damn she can be sassy sometimes

anyway the point im kind of making is that mun isnt the only one that feels like this all the time
and he doesnt think he really deserves the attention hes getting over it
dudes got like no faith in himself
yknow
because of the aforementioned assholes of the world
but he seems to be perking up a little after saying fuck it to one of his projects
started another one
feels a little better now
thats really about all anyone can ask for

[malignantrage]

OK, YOU HAVE A POINT.
I DON'T THINK TROLLS ARE ANY BETTER THOUGH.
AT LEAST AS FAR AS I CAN TELL IT ISN'T NORMAL FOR HUMANS TO GO ON MURDEROUS RAMPAGES WHEN THEY COME OF AGE.
I'M NOT HAPPY ABOUT THAT
BUT IT'S PRETTY NORMAL FOR OUR RACE.
THE CRAZIEST MEMBERS OF OUR TEAM MAKE ALL OF YOU LOOK SANE IN COMPARISON
THOUGH MAYBE THAT ISN'T MUCH OF A COMPLIMENT.
SOME OF US ARE PRETTY AWFUL.

THERE ARE PROBABLY A LOT OF PEOPLE WHO FEEL THAT WAY TOO
LIKE THEY DON'T DESERVE THE ATTENTION THEY'RE GETTING
I FEEL THAT WAY SOMETIMES.
I GUESS IT'S HARD NOT TO WHEN NO ONE APPRECIATES YOU.
OR MAYBE IT'S JUST BECAUSE I'M CONSTANTLY FUCKING THINGS UP?
IT PROBABLY ISN'T FAIR TO SAY NO ONE APPRECIATES ME
BECAUSE I KNOW SOME PEOPLE DO
BUT I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE I'M LETTING THEM DOWN.
I'M NOT EVEN SURE WHAT TO DO ABOUT THAT.
I'M PROBABLY THE LAST PERSON WHO COULD GIVE ANYONE ELSE ADVICE ABOUT IT.
ANYWAY I'M GLAD YOUR MUN IS FEELING A LITTLE BETTER.
SOMETIMES THAT'S ALL YOU CAN ASK FOR.