muse isnt sure she wants more attention (muse is AU)

[thefoolsmessiah]

On the one hand, I'm glad you've finally given my story an uplifting ending.



On the other, I'm not so happy about the added stumbles along the way you've given me. Don't I suffer enough already?

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i hope ur please with urself

[thefoolsmessiah]

J-Junpei!

[Given some things she's just learned it's kind of weird seeing you. Um. She's so sorry. For things you probably don't know about.]

Um... Let's just say I'm not the Minako you think I am.

[mementoumbra]

... Dare I ask?

[thefoolsmessiah]

[Oh, good. Normal her. Everything she wants to be and wishes she could be and will never have the chance for ever again.

She's going to try not to resent you completely.]

You really shouldn't.

[mementoumbra]

[Ha. Ha. "Normal". If you call being part of Strega "normal".]

I guess not. At least you get a happy ending.

[thefoolsmessiah]

[Oh. Well that's different. She didn't really pick up on that. Uh. Sorry.]

I'm guessing I shouldn't ask either.

[mementoumbra]

[No big deal, no big deal. Not really apparent, anyway.]

To be fair, my ending hasn't been decided yet... but it can't be anything good, given the minds at work on my story.

[thefoolsmessiah]

[We all sort of look similar, despite the universe. Though This one might should look very different but what can she do without someone to draw her new icons?]

I thought the same, but it looks like I'll get some bittersweet relief eventually.

I guess I'm lucky that one of the conspirators is 'addicted to hope'.

[mementoumbra]

Eventually. Not like it excuses our lives being a living hell until they get to those points. [She scowls.]

[thefoolsmessiah]

Eventually is such an awful word. [That's agreement.]

[mementolucem]

[Here, have a not-your-'nato!]

Heard about it. Sorry. [Why's he always leaving Minaccahn behind this isn't fair 8(]

[thefoolsmessiah]

[She loves and resents all 'natos!]

Same to you, kiddo.

[What? She's older than regular Minako. It isn't fair Minatos should stop doing that >8(]

[mementolucem]

[He's very sorry he disappeared for ten years and then went ahead and died a couple months later.]

Wish I could help. Always the one to leave you behind. [Feels very, very bad. He's the younger twin and Minacchan always looked out for him, so it felt really good to save her for once, but....he isn't at that canon point yet.]

[thefoolsmessiah]

[She's equally sorry that she turned against you and then proceeded to (somewhat indadvertedly) make the afterlife a living hell.]

I know you do. I wish I didn't have to react so poorly. Always the overreacter... [She always should take care of her Mito. She feels so terrible that she failed to do that for so long... but it made being able to help again all that much sweeter, but she isn't to that canon point either.]

[mementolucem]

[He's fine, he can endure. He'll endure for all eternity if he needs to.]

How you are. Always had more of a heart. [He's better at feeling, since the trauma of ten years of Dark Hour rubbed him raw, but he's even more expressionless than a canon Minato. He has the feelings, his face just doesn't quite know what to do with them.]

[thefoolsmessiah]

[She's going to make sure he doesn't need to. Whatever it takes. She's got his back, no matter the universe.]

Nah, I'm just the heart for us both. [She can feel the emotion coming off of this one, even if he isn't her Minato and even if his face won't show. He's still a Minato. She's going to reach out, very slowly, and if he'll let her, pull him into a close hug.]

[mementolucem]

[Just be happy. That's all he asks.]

Always leaving you alone. [Feels bad. Feels real bad. He needs that hug, and instinctively clings.]

[thefoolsmessiah]

[Sorry, kiddo, this one isn't always so good at that. She'll get there eventually.]

'S not always your fault. [And even if she gets angry sometimes, it never lasts. She can't blame him or stay mad forever. Especially not when he's this sweet and vulnerable. Her drive to nurture is super activated by this one.

So she's gonna hum soothingly and pet his hair and rock him gently.]

[codename_emperor]

...damn. They ain't ever gonna make it easy on any of us, are they? They've gotta learn. 'Alternate' shouldn't have to mean mean 'make bad shit happen'...

[thefoolsmessiah]

Apparently not. It seems that the level of suffering in our original stories wasn't enough for them.

Though I am informed that it is not my actual mun, but the other conspirator of my fate who defines alternate as "worse".

[Not that she doesn't blame the mun for keeping those suggestions either way.]

[codename_emperor]

And you guys got it twice as bad in the beginning as us, too...

Doesn't matter who it is, really, does it? If one of 'em's coming up with the ideas and the other's doing it... it's still getting done. ...Still gonna suck.

[thefoolsmessiah]

[Shrug. She doesn't really want to play the suffering olympics. Shit sucks all around]

Yeah that about sums it up. Sorry you got trapped too.

[codename_emperor]

Eh, it's no big deal. I can cope.

[...Somehow.]

Just hoping you get through this crap okay...

[thefoolsmessiah]

[That sounded eerily like someone she knows...]

Me too. Pretty sure the plan is for me to make it through.

Of course not without plenty of regrets.

[codename_emperor]

...yeah. Always gotta be a catch somewhere.