sǫᴜᴀʟʟ "angstfurry" ʟᴇᴏɴʜᴀʀᴛ (
callousness) wrote in
dear_mun2013-10-15 06:33 pm
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hello, voicetesting
[ hello, Squall, how do you feel— ]
... No.
[ R U D E. ]
... Don't even try to send me there; you're busy, you have papers to write, an exam to pass, plays to read. And you know very well you'd have to review the game again if you want me to go somewhere. Which I'm not.
[ 8'( ]
—I'd be bored.
... No.
[ R U D E. ]
... Don't even try to send me there; you're busy, you have papers to write, an exam to pass, plays to read. And you know very well you'd have to review the game again if you want me to go somewhere. Which I'm not.
[ 8'( ]
—I'd be bored.

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Don't be like that, Squall. [Your discomfort is palpable.]
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It's not funny—me in some suburbia.
[ because all he knows is what he's learned from Garden, from that one long ass mission (killing Ultimecia and sort of unsure about the whole paradox shit) and well. books. and Zell. ]
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And me in one is?
[She understands the outside world only marginally more than him. She doesn't much care for it. She's not good with normalcy.]
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[ Neither is he. Normalcy for him is SeeD missions, battles, training. What the hell is he supposed to do in a place like that? ]
You're doing fine, however, as expected.
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[She's probably not the one to ask. Maybe he can grow pot with that douchey guy?]
Was that a compliment? [She decides this route instead of disputing what he says.]
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[ QUISTIS and yeah, thinly veiled compliment. Enjoy it while it lasts, Miss Trepe. ]
It's whatever you think it is. She just tells me you're settling there.
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[WHAT?? And wait, what do you mean? What's coming up? 8(]
I'll take it as one, then. [Someone will have to explain the concept of tsundere to her.] I'm... getting by.
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LET'S CHANGE THE SUBJECT THOUGH ]
I didn't think you'd end up working for law enforcement.
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The opportunity presented itself to me and it isn't too different to what I do as a SeeD. Or have done in the past, at least. [Too much Sorceress focus these days to compare it to anything...] I don't think I'm suited to many other occupations.
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We all aren't. But it's good to know you're settling down well.
[ Squall Cares, but this is still awkward ]
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I think I am, anyway. I'll even be making an appearance at a party.
[ Both Squall caring and her going to a party by choice... it's like it might be the end of the world. (JUST DON'T ASK WHO SHE'S GOING WITH.) ]
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What kind of party? Is it like the SeeD Graduation Ceremony?
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Two, it seems. A birthday party. [ For her ~*~crush~*~, she's so embarrassing. Kill her, strike her down. ] And another is a costume party.
[ She cringes internally. ]
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I hope they went well.
[ ah, it's the only thing he can offer, sorry ]
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For the most part, they did. It seems you're not the only one forced to dance when you don't want to. I should've stayed in a more dimly lit corner. [ She laughs awkwardly, knowing very well it wasn't funny. ]
It's more what has come since then that I'm worried about.
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Tell me.
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But not enough to tell you how embarrassing my life is in vivid detail.
[ Maybe you can Hakuna Matata, but she can't. 8( ]
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Fine. As long as you're doing okay, even married to Seifer of all people.
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Ah... you've been told about that? That's the icing on the cake, really. [ Did you know that they sleep in the same bed? Because that's the fruit on top of that icing. ] Amongst other things.
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—She's the gossip. I can't do a thing about that.
[ mun-sama please don't talk to him ok ]
you know i'll never drop this thread unless you do right
You could choose not to listen. To ignore, to walk away. [ Because you're good at those things, right? Mister Overreaction and Run Away. ] I'm not unhappy. I suppose that is what I am getting at. If anything, I'm happier than I've been in a very long time.
sobbing
[ Yeah, but his mun has him by the balls. ]
Even with Seifer thrown in?
neverending storrrrrryyyyyyy
[ Must suck, being at the whims of two women these days... ]
When I said that I had no good memories of him, I lied. [ They were just tucked away in a safe place. ] I've never hated him.
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Is it because... the GFs aren't there?
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I've never hated him, you know. [ It's a little abrupt, like she felt she had to justify it for some reason. But she had teased him and she reserved that sort of behavior for those she liked. Often deep down (or not that deep down) in a... very specific sort of way. It was hard to describe. Everything regarding Seifer was. ]
While here... you surely know how things are between he and I. I'm also aware of the future plans and it... it makes me nervous, but strangely enough I'm not entirely against it? It's a very strange feeling. Somewhere, deep down. [ But she should save this for later, when she has to explain to him the situation in all honesty. There is a reason she feels a little ashamed about this, after all. It's like a betrayal -- even if he isn't "bad". ]