looking @ entranceway + looking around on atp

[vincere_mors]

You really think this is something you want to commit to?

I have more then enough time to wait.

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[deus_machina]

Is it something which you would want to commit to?

[vincere_mors]

There has to be some point for me there. Or anywhere.


I think I can find that.

[deus_machina]

So long as you can find yourself a point in being there. I don't think our writers' points coincide with our own often enough.

[vincere_mors]

Creators often have different intentions than their creations. Even if we are not technically theirs we are guided and manipulated. I wonder what the similar interest would be in any place she would put me. If the point of hers would be one I can agree to as well.

Are you able to adapt?

[deus_machina]

To a point. I'm stubborn as hell most of the time, but sometimes you have to bend enough to get a job done. You?

[vincere_mors]

Very.

Adaptable as .. Hell.

[deus_machina]

Sounds like you'll get along just fine wherever your writer puts you then. Do you have any preference?

[vincere_mors]

I hadn't thought on it too much. But.. some place I can be useful, or some place .. calm.

[deus_machina]

Calm is good, and underrated I'd say. It seems like there's never enough time to do shit you'd like to. But you said you had enough time to wait so maybe you're already content not going anywhere?

[descendant_of_shinobi]

Oh, come on, Vince, try to show some kind of interest once in a while... I mean, the Wonderland? Sounds cool, man...

[vincere_mors]

I would, if I were interested.

[descendant_of_shinobi]

Have you been interested in anything recently?

[vincere_mors]

Yes.


But not this.

[descendant_of_shinobi]

Boring. I mean, what would you rather do? Close yourself in a coffin again until the world needs saving again? Also, when muns make up their mind it's useless try to let them know you don't like their plans...

[vincere_mors]

....


Mine has yet decided which game, but it looks like I will be going into one. I would not want to go into one without a point. If I cannot be .. useful..

[descendant_of_shinobi]

... it's a game, Vince, you're not supposed to have big goals or anything when you join it. I know you're not familiar with the creepy art of having fun but... you're just supposed to enjoy yourself Or suffer through it.

[vincere_mors]

And if there's no materia for you to find?

[descendant_of_shinobi]

[Touché.]

I... I'm sure I'd find something else interesting enough to... look for. [Wallets and shiny items are a good option, still... no shiny materia? She'd miss the lovely shade of green of a mastered Lightning, the bright yellow of a throw one or the intense red of a shiny summon] Besides, I- world is safe now and I already collected many things for Wutai so... why not trying to look forward and seek for different treasures?

[vincere_mors]

That is something else I am not interested in.

[descendant_of_shinobi]

... You're a lost cause, Vince.

[vincere_mors]

I know.

[descendant_of_shinobi]

*sigh* Well, you should be grateful to have such a great, beautiful, lovely friend. And, yes, I'm talking about myself of course so... I know what to do. Sit down here with me, we're going to make a list of interesting things you can find while traveling. And, may Leviathan chew my Conformer if I fail, we're going to find something even you will like.
Let's start. Point one: new friends...
[Annoying-hyper-wutai-16-years-old-brats... it's not too easy to deal with them.]

[courageinhand]

What would you do with all that time, while you wait? What do you commit yourself to in the mean time?

[vincere_mors]

The sins. I commit them to my memory, as I have enough time for thus.

[courageinhand]

You would sin until something else takes your time? That's at least honest of you. Unless I'm misunderstanding.

[vincere_mors]

My world is plagued with sin. I carry the burdens of my past sins, keep record of them.. for future children of Gaia so they will never forget––

monsters of the past.

[courageinhand]

I did misunderstand: so you don't make new sins, you remember the old. Remembering the past is important, but so is appreciating the present. Do you make time for that too?

[vincere_mors]

I remember mine and others.



... [ He doesn't say anything about appreciating the present, he's not sure how he would want to answer that anyway.. ]

[courageinhand]

[Link is very persistent. Although he can also be easily distracted... however, not this time.]

What else do you remember? Making new friends and new memories can be fun.

[vincere_mors]

A different life, long ago ended.

I have plenty of new memories. Some of them.. are sometimes.. this. [ Fun.. ]

[courageinhand]

Everyone makes mistakes, but it sounds like you made up for your sins. I think that's what's important, so don't be too down on yourself!

[animusangelus]

[He is giving Vincent a quizzical look.]

Is your Mun serious?