dear_mun | At where the Mundane is looking at for her.

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At where the Mundane is looking at for her.

So, you are going to take another attempt at this? I do admit your persistence is admirable but are you sure you will not back me into a corner you can not seem to figure your way out of?

Although I am slightly concerned about where you plan on sending me. I can tell you that this place is not one I would enjoy.

....

Yes, I do realize that there is some past history I will have to work with eventually but I can deal with it once it comes up. One step at a time Mundane or else you will over whelm yourself just finishing the application.

Also, do not forget to keep up with the other you have there. She will need a lot more help then what I will probably be faced with.

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... Well that's going to be unfortunate.

Me arriving back without remembering the place was a good thing, all things considered. This... might not be so fortunate.

I do agree. I'm not exactly sure she is quite ready to undertake this.

As much as she wishes she didn't have to have me coming back with no memory, There is no other option.

No, not particularly. I'm sure Ibuki may be able to tell you more, but by the time I arrived the first time, you were already gone, and now I am to remember nothing about the place. Which is of itself a blessing considering the reason for not remembering in the first place was to forget being in love.

But then, if you did remember, you'd probably have to more think about what it must have been like for Marisa without you there for that many years. Either way is a damning sentence.

There is much that I wish I could do to make this easier but I'm afraid it is far out of my reach. I'm actually slightly envious of you for that, as loss of memory of there would be a blessing in disguise.

[A sigh.]

...There are good and bad things that come with not remembering the past there. Either way, I'm sure I will have to handle those thoughts eventually, as I'm sure there will be times it comes up or someone will wish to inform me of things. I'm just a bit worried that my reappearance will cause more harm then good in the long run.

... Considering Marisa's reaction when you left...

[Which Kasen got smacked with the fallout of...]

... I think you showing up and then disappearing again would do the most harm. In the same way Komachi's second disappearance was worse for me, I'd think. Though I'm not certain; I am confident in the stability of my mind. I am not confident in the stability of Marisa's mind.

That is what I am most concerned about. I do not wish that I would cause that type of pain.

Although I do see how determined the Mun is, I would rather she surrender this if she even has a minor bit of worry that she would not be able to do this. Enough pain has been caused and adding to it would be difficult to think of.

Indeed. Well, but that is up to your Mundane, and not up to you.

It's merely something to think about. And knowledge to have; I might as well be useful here because I can't be useful actually on the island.

That it is. I've already told her what I expect and she seems to understand. Of course this is also what happened the last time she tired his. It was a Alternate version though so I will give her some credit.

Even if I would remember this on the island, it is still good to have the information so I can think this through. It is appreciated though.

Yes. Just ponder on it, see what you and your Mundane can do about it. Loss has, as my mundane stated, made me become 'unplayable' as it did when Komachi left that second, and as it did to Ibuki when she was on the island as well.

It's not a fate anyone should have to deal with.

Given that she has been thinking about this for a while, Her only wall is one she has to figure out. I have no doubt she will get around it but it may take time she isn't wanting to take.

...But if she feels she might cause that, I hope she would have the sense to stop and take a step back from her ideas. She is still awaiting a few things so that will also tell her what she should do.

Hopefully it is the right choice. I'm still not certain how I feel about what my Mundane did, but at the very least, I can be grateful that my losing my memories is only a minor inconvenience for the people there.

Even though there are times my Mundane can be flaky and does things for herself, I do trust she will make the right decision for this.

Even if it is one she does not want to make.

Hopefully.

I'd say I'd be happy you might show up on the island, but I'm sure it's just going to cause me more pain in the long run.

[ Seeing Alice there, another of her friends, who will end up likely moving into Marisa's house, is not something she's okay with accepting yet. ]

I do not mean to do that. Even though it would be quite unintentional on my part.

[She's been watching everything Reimu.]

It doesn't matter. If you love Marisa then be with her, it doesn't matter to me.

[ Oh except it totally does. ]

...If you would be honest with me, I would appreciate it. I will not remember a word of this if and when I arrive there so at least here you can let out whatever you wish to say.

[Be glad she won't be able to do anything when she gets there Reimu, as she would not put up with this once she figured it out.]

I know Marisa loves you, but I feel like I'm losing the only friends I've had if you two end up dating again.

[ Not mentioning Reisen. Luckily though, Kasen seems to be trying to break Reimu of this terribly jealous attitude. ]

Just because things might happen does not mean you will lose friends. Yes, Things would be different but it does not mean you would lose a friend.

If anything, it would take more effort to see a friend with that situation, showing that even though things are a bit different they are in fact the same.

[Okay..She isolates herself from everyone..How is she giving advice on this? Really now, She isn't even sure who would consider her a friend to a point wither.]

[ More effort? So you mean, Reimu will never see Alice because Reimu never puts effort into anything? ]

You could always turn her down. And come live with me instead.

[ Reimu's being a jealous idiot. ]

[Alice meant on her own part as well but still, a bit surprised to be considered a friend.]

...I'm not exactly sure what that would accomplish in the long run other then possibly more hurt.

[She's not even sure how this entire thing is going to work out at this point.]

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