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[sandwormie]

...If that would make you happier, yeah. You're saying it's probably you, but it might have something to do with me, so.

I don't want to think I'm dragging anyone down all the time. Even you, mun. You make me really unhappy sometimes, but... I guess I'm glad you can't be callous about it.

Don't worry about me. I'll be fine. It's not like that'd be dropping me, even. Just... stepping back might be good.

I mean, you've got the best excuse in the worlds! I'm not on Coruscant anymore. I don't - I can't help with anything back there. Couldn't, really, even if I was there, but... You know what I mean. If I'm already gone, I might as well not read the datapads entries as much either. They'd just - yeah.

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[princesspacifist]

[Pinged by all this talk about not being useful!]

If your mun says it isn't your fault, please try to believe them. I'm sure they don't think that at all.

[sandwormie]

But I don't know if it's not my fault! They're not sure either - they've been playing people for two years now, and it's only recent stuff that has them like this.

[princesspacifist]

I see... [How sad. But if neither of them knows either way:] Two years is a long time. Situations change, and people with them - whether they want to or not. I don't believe it's always someone's fault that they do.

[sandwormie]

I guess. [He sighs heavily; as a young teenager, he's only recently discovered the big sigh.] I don't like it, though. I wish it wasn't - yeah.

[princesspacifist]

I understand. It must be a sad situation for both of you. [And she wishes she could help and she feels so bad for him, but without knowing the situation she can't even offer advice properly.] Could it be that your mun is just in need of a break?

[sandwormie]

Thanks...

Maybe? Um... this is going to sound really bad, but... They're actually a she, and it might have been... month... things... [HORRIBLY AWKWARD AUGH] Except the timing's all wrong. She's had some awful mood swings that did have - um - timing like that before.

So I dunno. She didn't RP much at all today until evening and is in a better mood, so... yeah, maybe a break is good.

[princesspacifist]

Oh-!

[With the power of imagination, this icon is a scandalised!blush instead of a teehee!blush. Her princessy sensibilities!]

I... I see. Mun-san wishes to say that she sympathises, and- I'm sorry to hear that. [Calmer:] I'm glad to hear that she's feeling better now.

[sandwormie]

...Yeah, I - [He's red-faced] - I knew it would sound awful, I don't even - I am a boy. I do not... yeah.

So am I. I guess not being on as much is a good idea... [Shrug] We'll have to see.

I'm not quite sure what my brain meant by "legimative"

[princesspacifist]

Oh, no, if it's a problem for her, then... ["of course it's a legitimate complaint" is what she wants to say, but she just trails off. Safer topic, go go go!]

I wish her the best of luck. You as well, of course. I think most muns suffer from lack of inspiration sometimes... I have very little personal experience with it, but that's what my mun tells me.

<3

[sandwormie]

Thanks. Mine... I'm her strongest muse, by far, she's always got ideas for me, but things have got pretty dark in my game. You know - 'muse bleed'? That's happened a lot.

[princesspacifist]

Ah... [The icon doesn't properly convey her concern. Forget the meta; let's worry about strangers.] Have you been all right? What about everyone else?

[sandwormie]

I'll be fine. I'm off the planet with someone I can trust... It's everyone else I'm worried about.

See, there's a guy... There's a guy called Darth Vader. [Luke knows. He's been told about it.]

[princesspacifist]

Thank goodness for that much, at least...

He is dangerous? [Evil guys ruling entire planets are nothing new to her. It's a perfectly logical leap.]

[sandwormie]

He's very dangerous. Too dangerous. There's all these people saying he won't kill me, he wouldn't, but - I don't know. I feel like he'd hurt me if he wanted...

None of them said I shouldn't, when I wanted to leave the planet. And they hadn't wanted me to go before he showed up.

[princesspacifist]

And so you think they are trying to protect you without your knowledge. [Does she know the feeling.] You're speaking as if you, too, believe that he would want to go after you specifically.

[sandwormie]

I do. ...It's... I'm Force-Sensitive. They all say I'll become a Jedi in the future. Vader... hunts Force-Sensitives, and kills Jedi.

I've had dreams about it. They say when you're Sensitive, your dreams aren't just dreams.

I need to go to bed, but I'll tag you back in the morning!

[princesspacifist]

[Telepathic abilities and some sort of guild that makes use of such abilities, got it.]

...I understand. [Here's to staying calm and analysing the situation.] Are you the only Force-Sensitive person on this planet?

[sandwormie]

Not at all. A bunch of them are even Jedi.

I don't... really know what's going on there now.

[princesspacifist]

So you don't know if your friends are okay? I'm so sorry.

[sandwormie]

They... should be okay. I mean - well, they'll stay in touch. I think.

I hope they're okay.

[princesspacifist]

I truly hope the same. I'm glad that there are several of them... people are always stronger when working together.

[sandwormie]

Yeah...

Thanks.

[princesspacifist]

You're welcome. And whatever happens between you and your mun, I hope that you will both be well, in the end.

[sandwormie]

So do I... you too, I guess.

[princesspacifist]

Thank you. I'll be alright.

[forcewalking]

Coruscant? Before or after it was reduced to a smoldering pile of rubble?

[sandwormie]

[Sigh.]

Do you have a real question, or do you just want to try to provoke me?