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dear_mun2013-07-08 02:17 am
not_speedy) wrote in dear_mun2013-07-08 02:17 am
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On Events At Valar Tonight/This Morning
First of all, thank you. I think the last couple weeks really, REALLY proved that I didn't belong there, and when you saw a way to let me go out with appropriate fanfare and melodrama that showcased the awesome stuff I've taught you about writing in the last year and a half...you went for it and you made it epic and awesome as you could.
I guess I kinda feel bad for Ollie, since you made him have to take me down and everything, and to go back to the rest of the mission group all relatively normal whilst carting my corpse around and everything but, you know. It'll be as good for him as it will be for me. We need to not be in the same game with each other and I need to be in a game with one of the "adults" who are still adults to ME, preferably an Ollie or Dinah, but I'll take anybody really, who is willing to sit me down for a really, really long time and help me work through the clone stuff, the abandonment and attachment issues, and everything else, before I try to be anywhere anything like normal again.
You did the right thing letting me go, and I'm glad you gave Ollie the closure HE needed after all. He deserved that after all he's tried to do for me and I think this way, he'll have peace a lot sooner.
For a situation that took you by surprise when the first season ended and I was already in a game, you've done incredibly well handling me, my moods and everything else. Moving forward, after I've had, maybe the summer, to relax, I'd rather go somewhere totally canon next time. Turns out I really need my 'family' around.
-Me
I guess I kinda feel bad for Ollie, since you made him have to take me down and everything, and to go back to the rest of the mission group all relatively normal whilst carting my corpse around and everything but, you know. It'll be as good for him as it will be for me. We need to not be in the same game with each other and I need to be in a game with one of the "adults" who are still adults to ME, preferably an Ollie or Dinah, but I'll take anybody really, who is willing to sit me down for a really, really long time and help me work through the clone stuff, the abandonment and attachment issues, and everything else, before I try to be anywhere anything like normal again.
You did the right thing letting me go, and I'm glad you gave Ollie the closure HE needed after all. He deserved that after all he's tried to do for me and I think this way, he'll have peace a lot sooner.
For a situation that took you by surprise when the first season ended and I was already in a game, you've done incredibly well handling me, my moods and everything else. Moving forward, after I've had, maybe the summer, to relax, I'd rather go somewhere totally canon next time. Turns out I really need my 'family' around.
-Me
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Right-o, that-a-way!
[Dick would have suggested something stronger, but the last thing (or maybe first thing?) Roy needs right now is to watch one (1) Nightwing get sloshed and embarrass himself and have to deal with him.]
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She figured she could fix it by playing armchair shrink again. Which, hey, i get muns want to help but there's a point you have to deal with facts and not the rest of it.
But, I feel a whole lot better now than I actually have in months, and it's not just cause I was right and she was wrong. [Okay that's PART of it because power struggles and Roy, any Roy, are gonna happen but...]
Sounds like a plan.
[Hey, that definitely sounds like it's the first thing! Still...]
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[Dick's mouth quirks.] 'course it's not just because of that - and I'm glad things are feeling better already. Now we've gotta figure out how to keep them getting better yet!
[Annnnd smirk.] I've got a plan. Everything's gonna be fine. In theory.
[... maybe some meme somewhere. Some day. Possibly.]
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See yeah. The fact is I got pretty messed up and then even more so. We're probably going to give me a couple months to get my head a little more together then game shop around.
Two gingers in an epic standoff of mun versus muse. [Roy's smirking a little here.] It maybe was a little portion of it but... I'd definitely be into keeping things awesome.
Plan? From you. Do I wanna hear this?
[Memes would be good. Roy could totally do memes.]
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... okay, yep. [Dick glares over his shoulder.] Yeah, yeah, I know about me and redheads, mun, you don't have to go on and on about it. Honest. This is something else!
Anyway! [Chipper!] Of course you do! Beer, remember?