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dear_mun2013-07-08 02:17 am
not_speedy) wrote in dear_mun2013-07-08 02:17 am
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On Events At Valar Tonight/This Morning
First of all, thank you. I think the last couple weeks really, REALLY proved that I didn't belong there, and when you saw a way to let me go out with appropriate fanfare and melodrama that showcased the awesome stuff I've taught you about writing in the last year and a half...you went for it and you made it epic and awesome as you could.
I guess I kinda feel bad for Ollie, since you made him have to take me down and everything, and to go back to the rest of the mission group all relatively normal whilst carting my corpse around and everything but, you know. It'll be as good for him as it will be for me. We need to not be in the same game with each other and I need to be in a game with one of the "adults" who are still adults to ME, preferably an Ollie or Dinah, but I'll take anybody really, who is willing to sit me down for a really, really long time and help me work through the clone stuff, the abandonment and attachment issues, and everything else, before I try to be anywhere anything like normal again.
You did the right thing letting me go, and I'm glad you gave Ollie the closure HE needed after all. He deserved that after all he's tried to do for me and I think this way, he'll have peace a lot sooner.
For a situation that took you by surprise when the first season ended and I was already in a game, you've done incredibly well handling me, my moods and everything else. Moving forward, after I've had, maybe the summer, to relax, I'd rather go somewhere totally canon next time. Turns out I really need my 'family' around.
-Me
I guess I kinda feel bad for Ollie, since you made him have to take me down and everything, and to go back to the rest of the mission group all relatively normal whilst carting my corpse around and everything but, you know. It'll be as good for him as it will be for me. We need to not be in the same game with each other and I need to be in a game with one of the "adults" who are still adults to ME, preferably an Ollie or Dinah, but I'll take anybody really, who is willing to sit me down for a really, really long time and help me work through the clone stuff, the abandonment and attachment issues, and everything else, before I try to be anywhere anything like normal again.
You did the right thing letting me go, and I'm glad you gave Ollie the closure HE needed after all. He deserved that after all he's tried to do for me and I think this way, he'll have peace a lot sooner.
For a situation that took you by surprise when the first season ended and I was already in a game, you've done incredibly well handling me, my moods and everything else. Moving forward, after I've had, maybe the summer, to relax, I'd rather go somewhere totally canon next time. Turns out I really need my 'family' around.
-Me