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[nottheproblem]

It begins.
The path will be difficult, but the victory at the end worth it.

Even for a man I won't care to see.

Comments

wow I am too late here/ also native tongue

[mohawk_tomahawk]

What sort of "path" do you speak of, Mother?

you are never too late

[nottheproblem]

The path I walk and the path my feet stand upon. It's the direction I will myself to go.

[mohawk_tomahawk]

I do not understand.

[Visibly so.]

Where your "path" leads you to could be dangerous.

[nottheproblem]

And many of yours have been dangerous, haven't they. Why should it be so different?

[mohawk_tomahawk]

Because...I had lost you already once. I do not want you to be harmed again.

[A frown.]

I understood the dangers of what I was doing. I took that chance to do what I believed what had to be done.

...What is it even what you wish to do?

[nottheproblem]

Do you think that the dangers I put myself into I wasn't aware of? We are both the same and different, as is our strength.

[She eyes him, allows him to sit on that, because she knows he wouldn't.]

I wish to finish a book, that I might sooner rest my thoughts.

[mohawk_tomahawk]

[But...you DIED. Connor won't forget that. When everything you loved burned into flames, it changes a man. Well, he was a BOY. But in a way, this was nostalgic.]

I have heard of your endeavors. From our people. Oiá:ner. Achilles. I was told of much.

Many years have passed, Mother. Much had happened.

[Suddenly, he wondered how much his mother knew of the man he really was now. Or if she would be disappointed or not.]

...A book?

[nottheproblem]

I am aware. [Except no. She's not. Not entirely. But she can fathom an educated guess or two.]

Things aren't the same as they were then. Nothing I do or say will change that. In the same manner that I cannot change your past.

[She looks disappointed. Slightly.]

And then I must make amends when the opportunity presents itself.

[mohawk_tomahawk]

[Were you really, Ziio? Connor wondered.]

I am not asking you to change my past. I merely want to preserve the present and the future. It is what I strive for now.

[Now you confuse him. What amends?]

If you are heading where I think you might be, then perhaps...you do not mind me helping you.

[nottheproblem]

[It's really very surreal for her to have this conversation with him. It serves as a stark reminder that her son knows her very little. He knows of her endeavours. He knows of her history.

He must know mostly stories from mouths that were not her own.]

You are my son. I wouldn't deny your hand.

[Regardless of how odd it must be for him to look upon her and see a woman barely his elder.]

[mohawk_tomahawk]

[Then again...they never really did get to know each other. Connor was just a small boy. As much as he loved her. As much as he missed her...so much, he never really got to have such a strong bond. Just miss the chance to have it.

Being called her "son" made him feel a few years younger though.

Maybe getting back what was lost won't be so bad.

He gently smiled.]

Thank you, Mother...I would do whatever you would have me do.

[nottheproblem]

[What does one say to something like that? Is she particularly emotive? No. Not necessarily. Many of her looks to him as a child, were of that of a slightly wary mother. Slightly.

To think of what she saw in his gaze now...

He looks as though he needs one more than she does. Once will not be so horrible.

So she opens her arms for him.]

What makes you think I have need for you to do something.

[mohawk_tomahawk]

[That was fine. That was perfectly fine. Connor might've felt a bit amused by that comment.

For a second, it almost felt natural. They were really quite a alike. I wonder how much they knew that.]

I do not claim you do. But my hand is merely offered should you ever need it.

[nottheproblem]

[She says nothing immediately. Instead, she eyes him, almost stares him down, except her gaze isn't quite so prying. She gives him respect, consideration, and motherly admiration with her look alone.

Then she nods.]

As mine is for you, Ratonhnhaké:ton.

[mohawk_tomahawk]

[This. This was a gift. A gift Connor never thought he'd feel. What a Mama's Boy.]

This land is very different from our own. I suppose I should warn you of that now.

[nottheproblem]

[There are many questions. And she doesn't ask them. Not yet. Perhaps out of pride. Perhaps because she's suspected this already. With Ziio, a direct understanding is not necessarily so obvious.]

I'll tread carefully.