dear_mun | About Hopeless Masqurade

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canon: touhou project

About Hopeless Masqurade

With a new game comes new attention. Reborn attention even. All eyes and hearts are focused on the content, slowly working themselves up as they discover new parts, deciphering new traits. Waiting for bits and pieces to be released to the masses.

Isn't it all glorious?

And of course I gladly embrace those growing desires! And I await the new rankings to see my new advanced position. For there is no conceivable way that my popularity did not immensely increase by this point, and with my actions it is easy to see that I am the favored.

And in the end, who would argue with one who dons such a lovely mantle?

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[ O-oh....

It's odd to think that, well, any other time she'd just brush this off and be on her way. Or, you know, have it simply fly over her head. It's even more odd how there is something keeping her here on this very conveniently placed couch, and it's not just from sedative effects of alcohol. Yes, odd is the word of the day here. There is something else there, and frankly it's quandary so great that Eiki's mind seems to be kicking into overdrive as to how to solve it. The problem is, of course, is that she is attempting to solve this issue with rationale, but that's not the main point here. No, instead, it's emotion and that one little word-- desire-- continues to be the focus.

Desire. Desire. And Miko is asking Eiki if what she desires is her? Well, that's just... odd. That she'd even consider it. That'd she even think about it.

So the answer to that question, if Eiki is being honest-- as, for better or worse, she always is: ] I... am uncertain.

[ She doesn't know what she desires. She got her cup of water. She's happy with that. Really. But now Miko is being all. Miko. And aaaugh her mind is just too muddled to think things through. ]

If you are uncertain, allow me to assist in straitening it out. My specialties are desires after all.

[ Assisting--? Well that sounds like nice help with figuring out what this all means and what these feelings (or. or legitimate desires?) are. Still, it's difficult to say what she should do. As someone who... really has not much of any experience with someone flirting. It's kinda nice to be flirted with, she supposes, in the way it's nice to feel attractive, but in the end these aren't things she'd give a second thought to. It's all pretty damn novel to her, too, because who in their right mind would ever offer desires to an Enma? Crazy people, or really upstanding people. And Eiki supposes that just makes Miko more admirable in that way.

...Admirable. Desires. Oh damn this is just getting more and more confusing the more she thinks about it!

Okay. Yeah. She might need help sorting out through desires. ] Then... Yes, it does seem I do need assistance.

[Bold people who thought they were all that, that's who.]

Then let us speak of the voices of your heart. Even if you do not understand them, saying them allowed will help.

[ Voice of the heart--? ] How... poetically put. [ Kyaa kyaa~

She just rests her head on the side of the couch, looking away. There is a headache coming on, she can feel it. It comes from too much over-thinking of things. ] I have already told. Told you. That I've only wanted a glass of water-- see? Oh-- [ Holds it up again. And it just spills. WHOOPS. She glances lazily at Miko. ] Exactly what else could I want?

And that is why I said to speak freely. Do not think about what you say, simply speak. Your current state should lend well to it.

[ WELL. Okay, then. Clears throat...! ]

I do not want to be human anymore.

I want Komachi back.

I want another glass of water.

I want others to learn how to better themselves.

I want peace.

I want...

[ ....Nah, she can't do the rest of this, it's too weird. Feels like she is whining. How unbecoming! (Not as unbecoming as her stupor right now, but there's not much she can do about that.) ]

You would have to leave that place for the first to be achievable.

Perhaps with time this will happen, there's not much I can do here though.

[Hands over another glass of water.] This however is simple.

Peace is a long process, one day all shall gain it.

[ Hell yeah another glass of water...! ] Mm, the closest I had been to leaving was in January. So close... so tantalizing close! But nooo I had to stay.

[ Let her tell you all of her woes. Talking about herself is fun and helpful. Maybe she should do it more often? Who knows. ]