Canon is OFF, spoilers for the end

[pablo]

The ending was regrettable, but an almost foreseeable conclusion to the devastation I invited like the blind fool I was. Words of pity nor sympathy will ever make up for my idiocy in this situation, but perhaps now I will be at the least allowed to atone. I can only blame myself for the grandiose charade that stretched on for too long and without intermission. For that, I will never forgive or forget my sins.

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Actually, I must correct myself for I have gravely misspoken. The only regret I have is for not ending it sooner. The ending itself was not satisfying, but I do not regret my actions in it. I did what was right.

It is a shame that I must leave if you are to find a new realm for me to occupy myself in. I do not prefer to remain, but I feel it is the only place I deserve to be in for all that I caused. What am I do to do in another place? I cannot even begin to fathom it, nor explore my imagination for possibilities. It is a very abysmal state of mind to be in, but another thing I feel I deserve.

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I prattle on far too much. Do as you wish, puppeteer. I wash my paws of this bloody affair, even if they will never be clean.