re: unfortunate combination of muses

[weeniehutjunior]

The name, it's not funny! My vessel worked at Wiener Hut, not--

[SIGH]

Why did you bring me back? This isn't the way of things. Is it a punishment? Crowley is.... here. In your mind. I can't possibly escape him, even with Balthazar's help.

He unmade me. You can't possibly understand what that feels like. Aren't there different places, different times you can take me from? I don't want to remember this.

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[mr_comatose]

I have asked my mundane the same thing. There are many things I wish to not remember.

[ Like the fact he killed you. That would be a big one. ]

[weeniehutjunior]

[He's quiet, and definitely judging you more than a little. But he doesn't seem angry, just betrayed.]

It's like they enjoy our pain.

[mr_comatose]

I believe they do.

[ He's quiet for a long tense moment before he sighs. ]

I find words inadequate for these types of moments. No amount of penance can take back what I was forced to do.