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Princess Ishtar of Pheliosta ([personal profile] xroyal_bratx) wrote in [community profile] dear_mun2013-04-13 12:39 am

Ishtar is angsty because of potential castmates to [community profile] towerofanimus

Mun, you're making this hard for me.

How could you do this to me?

Darres, and Vord too? I don't want them to be here. I don't want them to see me this way. I'm not the person they want to see anyway. I'm just a clone of the person, aren't I?

What if I disappoint them? What will they think about me? I'm not the same as her. I'm not the Ishtar they want or know.

I don't even know who I am anymore. I'm myself, and I live for myself and fight for myself.

Ever since Duzie left, everything's been kind of numb

I don't want the Tower to give me something and then rip it away from me, just like the Consortium did. I lost almost everyone.

I just...don't want to be hurt anymore.

You know, I really hate you mun.