Princess Ishtar of Pheliosta (
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dear_mun2013-04-13 12:39 am
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Ishtar is angsty because of potential castmates to
towerofanimus
Mun, you're making this hard for me.
How could you do this to me?
Darres, and Vord too? I don't want them to be here. I don't want them to see me this way. I'm not the person they want to see anyway. I'm just a clone of the person, aren't I?
What if I disappoint them? What will they think about me? I'm not the same as her. I'm not the Ishtar they want or know.
I don't even know who I am anymore. I'm myself, and I live for myself and fight for myself.
Ever since Duzie left, everything's been kind of numb
I don't want the Tower to give me something and then rip it away from me, just like the Consortium did. I lost almost everyone.
I just...don't want to be hurt anymore.
You know, I really hate you mun.
How could you do this to me?
Darres, and Vord too? I don't want them to be here. I don't want them to see me this way. I'm not the person they want to see anyway. I'm just a clone of the person, aren't I?
What if I disappoint them? What will they think about me? I'm not the same as her. I'm not the Ishtar they want or know.
I don't even know who I am anymore. I'm myself, and I live for myself and fight for myself.
Ever since Duzie left, everything's been kind of numb
I don't want the Tower to give me something and then rip it away from me, just like the Consortium did. I lost almost everyone.
I just...don't want to be hurt anymore.
You know, I really hate you mun.
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[ bitter smile. ]
Yes...My cousin and someone I love dearly.