Ishtar is angsty because of potential castmates to towerofanimus

[xroyal_bratx]

Mun, you're making this hard for me.

How could you do this to me?

Darres, and Vord too? I don't want them to be here. I don't want them to see me this way. I'm not the person they want to see anyway. I'm just a clone of the person, aren't I?

What if I disappoint them? What will they think about me? I'm not the same as her. I'm not the Ishtar they want or know.

I don't even know who I am anymore. I'm myself, and I live for myself and fight for myself.

Ever since Duzie left, everything's been kind of numb

I don't want the Tower to give me something and then rip it away from me, just like the Consortium did. I lost almost everyone.

I just...don't want to be hurt anymore.

You know, I really hate you mun.

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[invisible_friendship]

Ishtar?

[He doesn't really understand women...]

[xroyal_bratx]

.....?!

Jou.

[ Ishtar looked down. ]

...Hey...

[invisible_friendship]

Do you really think you're a different person?

Are they your friends?

[xroyal_bratx]

Maybe? I'm not the same as the person I was based of, I guess.

[ bitter smile. ]

Yes...My cousin and someone I love dearly.

[fusedstars]

In the end, you can only accept it, Ishtar.

And for the record, you are you, regardless of your status. Don't forget that...It's what Yusuke would say, among other things.

[xroyal_bratx]

I can accept it, but it doesn't make anything easier.

[ Ishtar mustered a weak smile for that. ]

Thank you Hei. I know that it wouldn't change much but I'm worried about it.

I miss Yusuke and everyone. Please send him my regards.

[ At least, with Hei she could feel a little comforted. ]