on asgardeventide shenanigans and stuff

[174awhile]

That's what you're worried about right now? Whether or not I should be getting Bella roses for Valentine's day?

Of course she deserves them, she deserves so much more than that, that's not what I-

Aren't you at all concerned over whether or not I should be following through with-... Well, you know. Not that I have anywhere to disappear to, now, being trapped in the same colorless city, designated to exist for the greater good. But it doesn't change anything, coming here. It doesn't change the fact that I'm all wrong for her, even though...I've changed since coming here...

And another thing - aren't you at all concerned over the things Seth will reveal to me? Have you given any thought to how I'll react?

... And you're still thinking about the roses. [HEAVY SIGH.] Just make sure they're thornless, please.

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[deviantsight]

Edward, Edward... You are not wrong for her. You leaving would be wrong.

[174awhile]

Moot point, seeing as I can't go anywhere, like I said. But you can't possibly argue that I'm right for her - and that is not an invitation for you to try.

[deviantsight]

Fine, I won't. I'm sure she'll say it more than enough for me.

[174awhile]

Say what, exactly? [Curse not being able to read minds!]

[deviantsight]

That she loves you, of course. That you are right for her, and that she couldn't live without you.

so...considering any games for her? /totally smooth and subtle enabling attempt

[174awhile]

That's not true. She would move on eventually, if given the chance. For her kind, time heals all wounds. And I can't possibly be right for her when every moment I'm with her I'm fighting the urge to kill her.

Even though...I don't have to fight half as hard anymore, in this place, the urge endures.

still working through the series; into eclipse atm

[deviantsight]

[she can't help smiling. She's accustomed to knowing more of the future than most. What she's not accustomed to is him not knowing her thoughts]

I've heard of that place. It's odd to think of the gods having such influence over things. Even over abilities like yours and mine.

ah I see~ well, when you finish BD & if you plan to app her anywhere, I hope you keep asgard in mind

[174awhile]

[Staring intently at her smile, quickly growing frustrated that he can't determine the cause of it. Also, he's noting a distinct lack of argument on the points he made, which means they stand unchallenged, that he's right when all he wants to be is wrong, which is wrong in and of itself... Takes a minute to quell himself enough for speech.]

Not when you consider that we don't even understand how we obtained these abilities in the first place.

I will :)

[deviantsight]

What is it like, having those new powers? [she's mostly curious; she can't imagine being anything different than what she is]

;u;b

[174awhile]

I haven't utilized the one I've been given yet. At present, I don't know enough about it, having only been there for about a week. Plus I've been a little preoccupied with my new-found...ability to sleep. [Grimace.]

[deviantsight]

Oh... sleep. That must be an experience. I wonder if you talk in your sleep, like Bella?

[174awhile]

To say the least. [Reluctant smile at the notion.] I'm not sure. I have a room to myself, so there's no one to overhear it if I do, but... I have dreamed of her. I wish you could have seen that.

[deviantsight]

You dreamed about her? How wonderful! What was it about? You have to tell me everything.

[her eyes glitter eagerly. She's a bit jealous that he can dream, but is delighted that his dreams are of Bella. Most hardcore Bella/Edward shipper yep]

[174awhile]

[wouldn't even be a ship without her tbh The reluctance falls away in the face of her enthusiasm, smiling genuinely.] It was very brief. I haven't been able to sleep for very long at any given time. And it wasn't very imaginative - we were simply together, in our meadow. And somehow I knew we could stay like that forever.

[He can't help the wistful look in his eyes, even though the smile doesn't waver.]

[deviantsight]

[darn right it wouldn't. Her smile grows even brighter] It's a beautiful dream, Edward. I'm happy for you.

[ancientstalker]

I've found that mundanes fixate on the most pointless things.