voice test; reaction to recent chapters & preparing for application

[alarum]

It's not that I mind being here. I'm ... grateful, actually.

I just wish that it would have happened earlier. Before I ruined everything.

You have treated me with more kindness than I deserve but I don't want pity and I still doubt that he would want me to come.

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2/GOD KNOWS

[plasters]

But I don’t remember anything like that!