Considering places, but I need to find his voice again it's been so long.

[fireiceandrage]

Listen just because you're rusty and feel that I don't know what I'm doing doesn't make it true. I don't know about you but I always know what I'm doing. Mostly. Almost always. It doesn't matter! Don't even think about keeping me idle. I've had enough of that now! Months I've been sitting there bored. Do you know what it's like? Sitting there and doing nothing! I can't stand minutes yet alone months!

Once you've gotten my voice right you had better find something for me to do. I don't care what it is so long as I'm not in one boring universe all the time! I know you're picky but I'm really not! Well, I'm a little picky, but I don't want to sit around and do nothing! How does anyone do that? Sitting around and doing nothing. Awful. Just awful. I don't know what I'll do but I'll do something. I'll yell! And be annoying! You don't want that now do you?

Alright. Right then. Now that we're on the same page that's as good a place to start as any isn't it?

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[51stcenturypheromones]

Very much like me, though I'm cuter. [ He chuckled lightly as he tilted his head and flashed that charming smile.] Oh? There's a Rory? Always loved the name Rory. Sure I could give that a shot. Oh? Traveling on your own. That's something....I understand.

[ Ianto, his daughter, his grandson. Hell, even his little tenture as mortal did'nt exactly go as well as you'd think.]

Alright might not be the world I'd use.

[fireiceandrage]

As I said. One was certainly enough. I don't think I'd ever introduce the Ponds to you. There's some things in the universe that aren't meant to meet Jack Harkness. I've learned my lesson with both Donna, Rose, and Martha. I am NOT going 5 for 0. Terrible odds those are.

And what would be the word you'd use?

[51stcenturypheromones]

And what's exactly in the harm in meeting me Doctor? I'm charming. [ He shifts a little at that question though, pulling his jacket around him just a touch.]

...Tragic. Out of hand. Painful.

[fireiceandrage]

Nothing wrong with meeting you. Everything wrong with hanging around you. You're a terrible influence.

I understand that all too well.

[51stcenturypheromones]

You're just scared you enjoyed that kiss. Admit it.

...It's not exactly easy being you, is it? [ Because, you think after hundreds of years. He's learned that by now.] None of us, Rose.Me. Martha. You made us better. But being you.. [ He took a deep breath.]

[fireiceandrage]

I most certainly did not! I don't enjoy kisses. They're wet and disgusting. [That's a total lie, he does like kissing. But he's certainly not going to admit that especially to Jack of all people.]

Please don't say that Jack. Please don't. It's hard but it doesn't compare to what I've done to all of you. I hurt you all so much. I can never take it back. The things I've done to all of you. I'm sorry. I'm truly sorry.

[51stcenturypheromones]

...And yet, I think you did. [ Jack will never stop trying to tap that. He's Doctorsexual.]

..Hurt us? [ He blinked at that before before shaking his head.] I lost so much Doctor. My brother. My daughter won't even look me in the eye anymore. I gave my only grandson to save the earth. I've lost more lovers then I'd ever care to admit.

But the things you've done to me. I don't regret for a moment.

[fireiceandrage]

I most certainly didn't.

But, I did this to you. I got you trapped in Satellite 5. I got you killed by the Daleks. I was the one that stranded you on earth.

I'm glad. There's so much you could. With everyone. Even the Ponds now. I help and I hurt. It's a never ending cycle.

[51stcenturypheromones]

Someones a bit defensive.

I was human for a little bit. It sort of sucked. This the simply the cards I was handed Doctor. And trust me, when you're stuck under a city for sixty years, you have a long time to think.

Our lives before you came into them, before you...showed us what we could be. What the universe could be. It's like looking at old faded pictures of people we've barely know. The effect you have on everyone you meet, shouldn't be something you feel bad about.

[fireiceandrage]

Whatever helps you sleep at night my friend.

I suppose. I'm glad you've done something productive with it. I'm glad everyone I've damaged has. But... I could have done so much more for them. For Rose. For Donna. For you. For everyone.

[He just smiled a little and nodded. The smile is forced, especially what he's been through lately, but it's happened. It's in the past now.]