Heather Mason (
heathermason) wrote in
dear_mun2013-01-08 08:29 pm
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on her boyfriend's termination
Look, I know Sollux is dead, okay? What else is there to say? I don't wanna talk about it. I don't wanna think about it. I just want you to leave me alone about it and I want to forget about it for a while.
No, I'm not okay. Who would be? It's not getting any easier. It never does.
No, I'm not okay. Who would be? It's not getting any easier. It never does.

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[a long, long pause]
It means you're still not as low as her.
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I still tried.
[And slapped her around a fair bit before actually trying to land a finishing blow, too.]
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C'mon.
You know that what you almost did... what you thought about doing doesn't matter. Because it wasn't what you did.
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That sounds like it should be the case. Like it's supposed to be the case.
But it sure doesn't feel that way.
All it feels like is...
... Is that I set out to do something awful, making me a monster, and then failed at it, which means I also suck at sticking to my guns.
Either way you look at it...
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Yeah...
But I don't wanna think about it out like. We don't wanna think about it like that.
Maybe we don't have to.
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I doubt she'll be back, anyhow.
... Maybe I should just try to forget it even happened.
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I know this guy at the Facility who did that and... it didn't end so well for him.
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accidentally responded to this as Anne originally haha
[a beat]
And then he uh... got stuck in Silent Hill.
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Who was it?