On the end of an era

[hellionated]

So that's it, huh? We're done?

Yeah, I don't think so. If you think this is enough to stop me, you have another thing coming. So the game's ending and it's time to move on. It happens. It ain't the freaking end of the world, cause that was supposed to be Friday and guess what? Nothing happened, everyone's already over it. Including me.

I don't care what crap gets pulled on me. You should know that by now, so you should know I'm a survivor.

We'll find somewhere else. Somewhere that lets us remember. You have options, so don't act like there aren't any. Do what you know needs done, and start writing. Start applying. Stop wasting my time and yours.

You know I don't go in for waiting around. Let's do this.

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[buriesthebones]

In the mean time, I'm taking a vacation from all of this. My mun's going to a new board, but they already have a version of me, so she's replacing me with this were-rat thing who keeps saying something about how the other me's going to eat him. I don't know, if food's as scarce as it was at Abax, he's probably right.

Have fun getting plunged into a new hell on Earth, though, if you really want it that bad. I'll be relaxing back in my mun's headspace.

[hellionated]

I have things I don't want to let go. And you can bet I sure as hell wouldn't let her replace me with someone else. I don't know why you're cool with that.

[ There's a pause while he looks irritable. He rolls his eyes. ]

The new place you're talking about. I think she's sending your friend there.

[buriesthebones]

Scott? [He hesitates. He really does want to go with Scott, but...]

You know, they lock you in morgue freezers there, too. Anyway, a rat is not a good replacement for a wolf. She'll want to pick me up again soon enough.

[He hopes.]

Maybe sometime when she's not looking at a board with morgue freezers.

[hellionated]

If they lock me up I'll tear the door open. So would you. The important thing is remembering. I don't think I could do that there.

Scott won't. [ He shrugs, even though this thought bothers him most of all. The thought of forgetting everything he's done, everything that's happened, everything that meant anything to him. ] He's going fresh. Maybe on him you wouldn't even notice.

[buriesthebones]

Maybe, but I don't like waking up shut in a freezer.

It won't be any different from running into a Scott from my past. But yeah, with an Isaac already there, there's not much point in thinking about it unless she finds a new board for me, and she doesn't want a board that takes my powers. Which, honestly, I agree with her there.

[hellionated]

Yeah, well with that shit, she's got a point. [ He couldn't do that either. Come on, really? He wouldn't be able to use his hands. He'd have to ask for help, from complete strangers.

There's no way that's happening. ]

There's gotta be other place out there that don't take your powers away. It ain't like you want them given to you on a platter, they're already part of you. Axing them is screwed up.

[buriesthebones]

Yeah. I mean, I'm sure she'll find one eventually, she'll just have to look around a bit.

[He might not need his abilities for something like his hands, but they were still an important part of who he was.]

[hellionated]

So your own personal meat freezer will have to lie in wait.

[buriesthebones]

I'm not going into a meat freezer.

[fromrussia_withlove]

Who's going to do something to your memory?

[hellionated]

What?

Nothing, no one. The place I'm at is shutting down. When I hole up somewhere new, I want to remember all of it. It ain't even up for debate.

[fromrussia_withlove]

That's good. I think it's a good idea to hold onto your memories [because she knows what it's like to have them taken from her]

[hellionated]

Yeah, well I don't know a lot of people who'd want to wipe 'em. You sound like it means something personal.

[fromrussia_withlove]

[She gives a quick nod] I have...experience with people altering and removing memories. It's not anything I'd want to see happen to someone else.

[hellionated]

Altered? [ That catches his attention. Removing a memory is one thing. He's always been afraid of being sent home and forgetting everything. People had said that's what would happen.

But changing someone's memories...that's different. If anything, that's even worse. ] Someone took what you knew and screwed with it, how? A telepath?

[fromrussia_withlove]

Well they can do that. But no. There were other methods used on me. [Well this turned uncomfortable quickly] So why don't you go someplace where you're not in danger of having them tampered with?

[hellionated]

[ Still kind of side-eyeing her. ] That's what I want. Somewhere that lets me remember all of it, so nothing has to end.

Where are you? You seem like the expert.

WHY DIDN'T I KNOW THIS EXISTED????

[darkchilde]

I hope that you were not planning to leave me behind.

cause you were offline!!! <3

[hellionated]

That's the whole point of remembering. [ Looking up at her, a slight smirk. ] You'd better be coming.

;;;

[darkchilde]

You know that I cannot take my eyes off of you.

omg no (cozy)

[hellionated]

Good. Cause like I told you, I don't want anything to change. Not with us, I want to remember.

[ There's too much to forget. He barely even knew her at home. He can't go back to that. ]

hirwjiow (cozy)

[darkchilde]

I will not let us forget. No matter what.

lmfao well you know now!!

[hellionated]

[ Looking at her. ]

You know, the last time you said that, you summoned Limbo into the city.

[darkchilde]

I have no regrets.

[hellionated]

Really. None. [ Gazing at. ] Even the part where some demon stole your soul and almost killed us all. That part?