On recent developments in Fate/Apocrypha

[penisenvy]

Fuck this update.

Fuck this user name.

Above all, mun...

FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!

Do you know why I keep myself well-covered at all times? It's to hide my fucking failure of a body! It's to hide the fact that I CAN'T BE LIKE FATHER! Apparently it's too much work for you or this Nasu asshole to have some respect for my fucking privacy!

Dear fucking Christian God and pagan Celtic deities alike! Does my life suck that much? Is the bar for human decency and respect set lower for me than for everyone else? My heart and body can be ripped to shreds and no one would care!

...You're laughing, aren't you? Stop trying to hide it. You're laughing. Everyone is laughing. That's right, laugh at this failure of a clone who can't grow the right body parts! You think I didn't try you stupid bitch?

AAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!

The only thing that keeps me from slaying you where you stand is chivalry. I hope you know that.

Comments

[penisenvy]

...Of your male body, right?

[There was a time when she would be relieved to be told that she was not an imperfect clone. But by now she has had years to grow to hate her body, to rest comfortable in the knowledge that she is a failed clone. Now, that belief is being ripped away from her, leaving her lost and afraid and confused as to what to do next.]

[mama_saber]

I'm sorry...I've always been, and will always be, a woman.

[penisenvy]

Then...I would be a woman too.

{She now knows she's not a failed clone, but she can't bring herself to be happy about it.]

I am a woman. A woman just like Father.

[Saying it with her own mouth makes it no less shocking. Her sword just disappears and she stands silent and still.]

[mama_saber]

[Knowing that no words, no matter how noble or well intentioned, could ever close the gaping wound in Mordred's heart.

Arturia instead walks to Mordred's side and embraces her.]

[penisenvy]

[She gives a tiny gasp, going rigid in her fa--mother's arms. It takes a while before she relaxes and tries to settle. But her arms still hang loose at her side. She makes no attempt to embrace her parent yet. For all she knows, this is some beautiful illusion.]