On recent developments in Fate/Apocrypha

[penisenvy]

Fuck this update.

Fuck this user name.

Above all, mun...

FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!

Do you know why I keep myself well-covered at all times? It's to hide my fucking failure of a body! It's to hide the fact that I CAN'T BE LIKE FATHER! Apparently it's too much work for you or this Nasu asshole to have some respect for my fucking privacy!

Dear fucking Christian God and pagan Celtic deities alike! Does my life suck that much? Is the bar for human decency and respect set lower for me than for everyone else? My heart and body can be ripped to shreds and no one would care!

...You're laughing, aren't you? Stop trying to hide it. You're laughing. Everyone is laughing. That's right, laugh at this failure of a clone who can't grow the right body parts! You think I didn't try you stupid bitch?

AAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!

The only thing that keeps me from slaying you where you stand is chivalry. I hope you know that.

Comments

[penisenvy]

[She glares at him. What does he know about her situation? What does he know about craving the approval of others, but suspecting the worst of them at the same time?]

It's not her opinion that matters. It's the fact that she has control of where I go. I have yet to acknowledge her as a Master.

[castersplaything]

I think no one here really likes their mun.

[He definitely didn't.]

[penisenvy]

There are those who would abandon their original duties to show slavish devotion to their mun''s plans. My loyalty, however, will always lie with Britain.

[castersplaything]

Don't look at me for doing that. I didn't ask to play along being a part of a bad end.

[penisenvy]

Your death was swift. My shame is lingering.

[castersplaything]

A death that won't last long once within the tower, and possibly repeat.

Isn't there some spell or anything that can help?

[penisenvy]

I do not wish to use magic to cheat my way out of this. That would be cowardly.

[castersplaything]

Then what are you going to do about it all if you hate your situation so much?

[Confused Shotaro is confused.]

[penisenvy]

Accept it and hope that the strength of my willpower can change my form. If not, I will just live like this, for such is my harsh destiny.

[castersplaything]

I don't understand. If you have a chance to conquer something that harms you in any way, why not take it, or why is it considered cowardly?

[penisenvy]

A knight must confront the troubles that appear on his path and defeat them through his own efforts. To ask another to cast a spell in a mere instant would be too simple. It would be the solution of one who cannot endure pain and thus one unworthy of worship.